never prepared !

some realities nai of life you can never really prepare yourself for, no matter how long it has been....

wasnt smthing that he dint tell you clear enough not smthing that you dint know of !

and yet this ajeeeb sa fear like you sure never were that scared of some visual some vision dream that youve had....

cause its always been bout his presence with you for you and this one completely different to anything that youve ever had....

no wonder this dislike stronger than dislike for sundays now....

never been the same ever since......

was smthing you looked forward for and ever since you would rather sleep it through like you know wake me up when the days done kinda thing !!

again you would rather keep a shut eye to smthing that hurts than allowing it to hurt !

smthings i tell you bout love.....

you can never really be prepared for like this too can happen like this too comes along with loving someone !!

nobody tells you that gets you prepared for that !!

you just gotta learn as you love and so it goes...........!

definitely dint know this too was love, could be a part of loving someone !!