he will always be the one the only one you ever loved..... but i guess its hightime now you too move on in life and love.....
to let allow yourself to be loved !!
staying up last nite that worst lonely feeling it was much worser than you know not being cared bout not loved !!!!!!!!
like that one thought lead to a stream of thoughts of all those things those beautiful things that come with love and being loved.....
having someone care bout you love you without any doubt fear uncertainty or embarrassment....
like you know love you for who you are and exactly the way you are.... have someone wnat to hear you miss you see you like your presence matters like your absence matters all the more like you know wanting to see you hear from you like have you as a part of their everyday like you know that feeling of being loved being missed being thoguht of cared bout like you matter like you exist like you are needed wanted in life..... that one text out of nowhere that one call to just check on you that one sudden meet just cause they had to see you that one are you okay kinda thing when you are having a bad day or that miss you message when you expect the least.....
like you know have someone love you !!!!!!!!!!!
this state of mind you dint want to write a word on and then read your mind out now as you write....
you dont like this you in this state of mind.....
but today charlie like last nite was smthing youve never felt before.....
like you want to be loved !!!!!!!
of all the people your mom did forget bout your birthday this year !!!!!
donnoooo why every year knowing him knowing he wont and yet this one thing that stays without you consciously waiting or hoping this is complete madness i knowwwwwwww and yet can never help it !!!!!!!!!!!!
smthings are just not upto you i guess !!!!!!!!!
and this def is one of those things !!!!!!!!!
him having been always that clear bout you in his life and YET !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but this time this change you are making for your self, he moved on and maybe its time you do too......
how truly blessed are the people that actually get to be loved by the same one they ever loved nai !!!!!!!!
love is def all you need in life !!!!!!!
you dont have it nothing really starts to make sense....
like you feel that vibe of you know walking to nowhere on the street all alone by yourself not sure where how or what and you are just walking on your own.....
lost not knowing where or when to take that turn and give yourself that sense of direction of where you are exactly heading towards !!
to let allow yourself to be loved !!
staying up last nite that worst lonely feeling it was much worser than you know not being cared bout not loved !!!!!!!!
like that one thought lead to a stream of thoughts of all those things those beautiful things that come with love and being loved.....
having someone care bout you love you without any doubt fear uncertainty or embarrassment....
like you know love you for who you are and exactly the way you are.... have someone wnat to hear you miss you see you like your presence matters like your absence matters all the more like you know wanting to see you hear from you like have you as a part of their everyday like you know that feeling of being loved being missed being thoguht of cared bout like you matter like you exist like you are needed wanted in life..... that one text out of nowhere that one call to just check on you that one sudden meet just cause they had to see you that one are you okay kinda thing when you are having a bad day or that miss you message when you expect the least.....
like you know have someone love you !!!!!!!!!!!
this state of mind you dint want to write a word on and then read your mind out now as you write....
you dont like this you in this state of mind.....
but today charlie like last nite was smthing youve never felt before.....
like you want to be loved !!!!!!!
of all the people your mom did forget bout your birthday this year !!!!!
donnoooo why every year knowing him knowing he wont and yet this one thing that stays without you consciously waiting or hoping this is complete madness i knowwwwwwww and yet can never help it !!!!!!!!!!!!
smthings are just not upto you i guess !!!!!!!!!
and this def is one of those things !!!!!!!!!
him having been always that clear bout you in his life and YET !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but this time this change you are making for your self, he moved on and maybe its time you do too......
how truly blessed are the people that actually get to be loved by the same one they ever loved nai !!!!!!!!
love is def all you need in life !!!!!!!
you dont have it nothing really starts to make sense....
like you feel that vibe of you know walking to nowhere on the street all alone by yourself not sure where how or what and you are just walking on your own.....
lost not knowing where or when to take that turn and give yourself that sense of direction of where you are exactly heading towards !!
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