Better off !!

some realities you are just better off!

this one being one of those !!

it was a sunday like that one and now months later it was a sunday like this one.....

just this connected in sync almost......

like part one was that and part 2 happened today....

watching some christmas movie you pass out half way through.....

and these sounds wasnt his music cause it wasnt playing neither was it the movie cause you could hear the dialogues of thefilm still running it was different...

it was footsteps and that need to smell his presence nd that same beauty you could smell all him around and that need to see him but againmaking sure you dont move too much and you slowly open your eyes to look for him to just see him and these two almost shadow like figures walking towards another direction holding hands.....

try to open your eyes poora to see cause you could still smell him and look closer and it was him i guess cause it definitely was his smell him walking with someone.....

the way that one visual shakes you up in the worst way possible it was weird smthing you couldnt handle be it that moment there or even after waking up.....

like the way it shakes you up and you wake up.....

it just almost chokes you up like you wake up looking for water to drink tabi k tabi.....

knowing he was your best friend you sholdnt have felt it that way also cause he did say the same to you in that last chat......

you shouldnt have if he was just your best friend.....

that beautifully ironical it was he was your only love too !!