Words with visuals!!

 Somehow you managed to get yourself walking again into the car and just forget to tell her bye and all cause that’s how lost you were in him and this happens very often charlie…some moennt of him some visual of him from that very moment and the waaaaay suddenly you forget everything else that you were doing and all your mind wants to is play that visual of his on loop and just live feeeeel adooore him away on loop…

It’s that pull you experience that sort of draws you closer to everything him and off and away from everything else…

And it’s only after you leave from there on your way home she calls you gets mad at you for forgetting her there and stuff and you realise how it wasn’t just his presence that used to do things like these to your mind it’s even in his absence anything him still does this away to your mind…

Coming home finally finishing the drive to survive thing and as and when you watch that one feeeeeeeeeeel of how just how anything he loves becomes your most loved thing to do or watch in this case like the ultimate fan of him for life…

Ankles got worse but this thing now even when your mom tries to massage your ankle and feet and you were just blindly smiling at her with him on your mind……like it was him on the couch before you holding your feet up and massaging it and you smiling to that visual of him and it’s only when she calls you out loudly do you realise it was her instead…and the first thing she asks you is who did you picture again the way you were smiling at her…….

And yes it happens a lot something of him out of nowhere and you slip into your wonderland of him forgetting bout where you are what you were doing and all and all that stays lives is that moennt of him that you were trippin on like actually seeing him there instead of the actual person there…….

Am telling you nai charlie the things a missing high mind could do that’s been specially missing for years now the things it can do is jus beyoooooond!!!!!!