Moments…!

 From reading those chats of too much love to those lines of that chat with him we can never be ya that one dhadaaam lost state of mind it landed you in…….

So these dates on the calendar every year mahashivratri back then to v day to this day 15th at his place with family…

That day in the noon he calls saying he was on his way back home and you ask him if he could meet for a second like you just had to see him something wasn’t feeling right and you just wanted to see him and he tells you he is all smelly cause he was out with chachu buying fish for the evening dinner and you scream or something out of joy and he says he did remember how much you loved seafood…

Finally comes over and the first thing you ask him was that and he says in those initial days he did ask you your fav food and you did tell him bout seafood and bread ka meetha thing being your most fav…….and that’s exactly what he wanted to be there for you at his place that evening…

Some moments nai charlie are just beyond you it was something you yourself didn’t remember sharing with him but him being him did remember that bout you too…….

And inspite of hating that very sweet he made sure it was that was made at his place just cause you loved it and when you feed him that one face of his or be it that moment when he shared that bout you on your stairs sitting beside you it was that strange fear you didn’t know why or what back then but that moennt of seeing him living that moennt with him as he leans over your shoulder places his chin over your shoulder and tells you again it’s you after all……how could I not remember!!

It’s those moments that make you feel charlie the luckiest person to be alive on the face of the planet to live a love like that one and that very second all that restlesness that fear everything goes away it was that comfort that assurance suddenly with just his presence that no matter what!!!!!!!!!!

Some days you just can’t run or hide away from and all this struggle of not writing out and one track one sound of his lucky ali does it for you!!!!!!

And HOW!!!!!!!!!