Himhighd!!

Himhighd and HOW!!!!!

When you start the day with that THAT much him absolute madness that you get ready for work but just wasn’t happened again switch work mode to Himhighd mode take mom along and straight to the lake place it was…

There’s this beauuuuuuuty of that place charlie like the second you are there it’s this strong sense of connection feeling closer to him kinda vibe how why you still donno but that one feeeeeeeeeel!!!!!!!

The very first thing was to capture your bumble blu with that view again same his style cause you just wanted to capture that feeeel that essence of that image captured by him back then…

Every time you mention something bout back then to think of it it’s been 15 years now whowwww saying it out amazes you every single time…still feels like yesterday the moment lived could be the same place cause of the waaaaaaaaaays you feel him there in corners there’s this one spot that directly facing to this sunset like you sit on that table particularly it’s facing the lak as well as the sunset spot……

It’s these wishes when there every single time to be there with him again somethings you write out instead of jus letting it stay on your mind……feels differently!! VERY!!

Like it was today this time that you felt him the strongest ever like in that very moment that rush of him over the lips that one strong sense of missing like you aren’t the only one missing like you could all just feeeeel it rush through you…as your mom talks bout something rnaom that view that one view and picturing him there…….ti just getting off and staying under the trees circling around cause again that toooo brings him along running his hand across your arm as he tries to hold you as you lean outside the window and there’s always his hand over your arm gently sexily brushing away trying to hold your hand……

To ordering something and you check for the drinks there was this black currant something and you order that right away cause again it brings him along from his ice cream place melting moment strawberry strip his fav ice cream but had black currants in it as back then strawberries weren’t this easily available…

And that one had black currants again something before him you never liked but after him it did become your fav too and today too how only you loooooved that drink…

The first thjnf this weekend to try the mandarin vodka mixing away with black currant definitely!!!!!

Like you were that high on him it’s like suddenly laced up with all things him like mom talking everything around just goes blur the mind gets all that beauuuuutifully tied up with all things him…….

Like you could feel it on your skin with goosebumps even when the music there goes out you play yours out loud and just be…

Losing your mind and HOW!!!!!!!

How how only you miss him there!!!!!!!!

To just live that gorgeousness of that place with Him…..

Ultimate wish I say!!!!! One of the ultimate wishes actually!!!!!

Cause it sure is a long list of ultimate things…

To that moment just bout to leave and the couple girl starts to walk out crying as the guy follow and that one feeeeeeeel not a single day not a single moment did he ever let a tear in your eye when with him……

Some feeeeels nai toooo strong!!!!!!

The sunset the lake view the place the vibe the music and above everything else there’s HIM!!!!!!

That one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him when there beyond everything else!!!!!!!