Magic!!!!!

 It’s been getting insanely beautifully difficult to get a hold on your this state of mind!!!!!!

And the waaaaaaays he has been coming this beauuuuuuutiful madness it leaves you with soon as you are up!!!!!

It’s this restlessness of wanting more of him also this state of mind the waaaaaay it plays him on loop from the moments even on the second half shoot day morning you wake up to him when he goes wilder in the black shirt and the waaay it just stays on your mind while shooting too like you play tinlickr loudest possible just so you keep your mind looking at the model fixing the poses making her pose and the aaaaaay the mind keeeps going back to him and the way the music was only adding up to it!!!!!

His lips his face upclosest possible daaaadi of his his nose his forehead his hands his arms his shoulder his skin scent and sound like all of him in frames playing on loop and you keep smiling away which eventually the model notices saying Shriya you are a mood today!! Look at your face today!!!!

And you take a break for a bit rush to the washroom to take a look and your cheeks flushed eyes doing their thing like you just looked different like you used to back with him…

This morning too all of night that one loop that one rush of him he comes in this deep maroon tone full sleeve sweatshirt thing and the way you keep pulling the sleeves up just so you could feel up his skin on the arms and him busy with you around your neck and you keep going back to his sleeves that soft feeel of his sweatshirt to finally watching you struggle for his sleeve that one moennt he takes it complete off and then looks you in the eye and that one moemnt for the first time in dream after that long of having seen him that way that one visual even as you write now this rush sudden goosebumps again!!!!!

Like how do you even get a hold on yourself after that one visual!!!!!!

It’s that rush of him all night to this morning when you wake up that one restlessness of still needing wanting more him!!!!!

And that ironic feeeeel why does it always stop once you wake up why can’t the whole vibe actually continue for real!!!   

To that need to rush for the workout even though this one phase of this workout room has some issue since past few days and even with no treadmill today tho you just had to feeel him kaise bbi……

Strength and cardio session for a few mins turned out more impactful than the cardio too to this post one…….

And as the song plays that first visual at his Versova place first chummi and your usual sound and the waaay still kissing he tries to reach out to his laptop and you open your eyes and stop as you could feel him move and notice he was trying to reach out to his laptop and it was to increase the volume and that one smile of his saying you made the sound and it was flashback so had to increase the volume knowing you and neighbours around chuckles away and gets back to the kiss!!!!

As you were moving today this one track on loop and similar some line brings back this visual of him from Versova to the waaaaaaaaaaay you feeeeeel him away along…….

Like the more you feeeel him this way the more it makes you wish to feeeeeel him this way for really real!!!   

To actually feel his touch teeth sense scent sound taste of him for real as you do these himversions!!!!!!

It’s been whole lotta wishing off late be it soon as you are up with that much him to these post himversions thoughts!!

How like HOW NOW!!!!!!!!!

It’s been showing that evidently on you now!!!!!

This state of mind!!!!!