Himcomings!!

 How do you even have a normal work face on when you live experience a himcoming like this one!!!!!!!!!!

That one face in the world epitome of all things that you live feeeeeeeel experience love in and with…

Ayyyaaaaaaa this rush right now and this struggle when you this bad aooooo soooooo bad want to feel him a lil more longer and want to get down with the workout and can’t cause of this sudden urgent work thing and this one thing in mind and on skin HIM!!!!!!!

Like even writing it out now this one constant face red akin goooosebumoed mode that you are on!!!!!!!

Like you loooooooooves his psy beeedi to get high on and live and experience all of him and now with his absence it’s his dreams that you get this high on like you can feeeeeel it rush theough you his lips his eyes his skin and forehead like that zoooooooooooomed up of him telling you making you feel whispering away letting you know by the way he was breathing against your skin that he that bad missed you where one time between the moennt u stop to take a look at him and tell him looking in the eye god I missed you and the way he eldummm se comes closer his signature style back then takes a bite off and then chuckles away saying I missed you too karely…

It was beauuuuuuuuuutiful passionate absolutely mad cause the way the waaaaaaaaaaaaaay he looked in that deeep maroon open namesake shirt on was from today the way he sounded was the waaaaay he used to say it in that specific same tone of his deep voice the waaaay he was holding onto you pulling you closer not letting you move an inch second away from him it’s this state of you right now even as you relive and write how do you even tame your mind from that!!!!!!!!

To that state still breathing high of him you wake up and first thing looking around looking beside you with that still mood of him being right there just second back and not finding him and now not being able to get that feeel for longer this one constant thing now can’t wait for the evening now…….

It’s like something’s you just have to it’s this feeeeeeling even right now all of you just wanting to get that in right now if it wasn’t for that call you would’ve been feeelinf him right now as mad as this sounds……..just can’t help it specially when you live him that way the way he came it’s this want neeed in you for wanting to live him feel him in your waking state this THIS badly!!!!!!!!!

Said it before can say over n over again nothing else in the world could you make you feeeeel the way you are fweeeling right now!!!! 

Howleeeeeeeeeeeeee you gorgeous gorgeous lil big adoooooooooorably sexy thing if you only had the slightest of idea how only you are being missed away!!!!!!!!!!

Auyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaa how where do you even hide this face for now!!!!!!!!

How do you get your normal mode on!!!!!!!!