Himcomings!!!!!!

 It’s beeeen waaaaay tooooo long since you heard him say this!!!!!

But the waaaaaaaaaaaay he comes last night obviously had to be in black again but the waaaaaaaay he looks last night like you are in some empty dark street against his car and like waiting for him and doorse from the dark he comes walking in fultoo filmy style with that swag of his walk one hand in his pocket shoulders relaxed with that sexyyyyyyyyyyyy look all over him and that one stare and one smileeeeee on him……..and you just watching him with that feeeeeeeeeeeeel on the inside hayeeeeeeee this one fewllow I swear the thingzzzzzzz he makes your heart and body feeeeeel is beyond logics I say!!!!!!

And just bout closer to you the waaaaaaay he holds you and starts chumming your face awaaaay even before you say something bout how sexxxxxzziiiiiiyyyy gorgeous he just looked walking that walk towards you…….to the waaaay he comes closer to your ear and whispers away I love you like that intensity in his voice the waaaaaay he says it and it makes you go hmmm like you looooooved that feeeeeel of his lips over your ear and only after second you realise what he just said and you try to move to look him in the eye and ask again what he just said and the waaaaaay he roughly gorgeouslyyyyy roughly holds you closer to him again and says it again I’ve always loved you I love you……the waaaaaay his voice his lips go more intense as he words Love…

And it’s that moment of shock awe of just that strong rush of happiness that you shake and wake up……

This beauuuuuuuuuuty of al of him and anythung slightest him too ayyyaaaaaaaaa and this heart of yours the morning feeeeels it feeeeeels away like all of you not wanting to wake up and to wait for a few mins more reliving that moment of him walking upto you THAAAAAAT way…….

And this thing even today anywhere you are you just miss that random most gorgeousssss moemnt of just watching him walk upto you to just live that viiiiiiiibe of him ayyaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

This thing bout realising how it’s always beeen him ayyyaaaaaaa this heart of yours alone knows how nothing else ever mattered the way things to do with him does…

Even yesterday out for a late lunch with the model at ru and the first thing to order you notice the spice route coffee thing and that feeeeeel of his silk route boondein track……

To ordering double ka meetha and a zillion memories of his at his place over dinner with family then…and he makes sure to get everything done as per what you liked like those random moments of sharing with him of how you loved sea food and double meetha and that day he remembered it all that well bout you……

Like the second you see double ka meetha you were shocked to realise he did remember even though he didn’t like it himself he got that done for you…and that day actually has it with you as you feed him literally before everybody as he asks you to…and actually loved it saying it tasted just like Gulaab jamun……

To much later when your mom joins you for getting something for you as a self gift for all the work stress back to back lately and the only things you are passionate bout are HIM, fragrance, watches and jackets…

And iPhone change didn’t even matter now that you are taking a photographer based shoot thing so watch it was…as phones only for the work part of it!!!!

And this first thing you see it was a direct copy of the audemar watch that you have been obsessed bout…..and there were about 6-7 colors in it and the hand automatically goes to the blue one and your mom insisting on the sea green one and you just knew it had to be blueeee!!!!!!

It’s that feeeeeeeeel charlie now the waaaaaays there’s something of Him that comes along in some way or the other…..even in that moment in the washroom when the model widens your denim shirt ka neck asking you to show off some skin and collarbone and you again put it back to how it was buttoned saying that’s not your style…

And that beauuuuuuuty of that moemnt when him pulling down your his chaddis that you were wearing at his place saying like he literally sits down and pulls the length of the chaddis down just so as bare minimum legs were out kinda thing…

To much later him talking bout how something’s bout you he loved the way it was just for him…it’s only as he mentions it do you realise it actually was there and still is like something’s you just can’t be it sharing random things also…or the skin thing it’s that beauuuuuuuuty in having it just for that someone in your life and in realising the things they know bout you is something no one else does…

Like post that waking up today that rush again as you’d been avoiding writing cause this missing THIS missing been hitting differently now!!!!!! And howwwwweeeeeee!!!!!!!!

To this love for moments post workout dancing away in your own way and you are actually loving the him rush it further adds to it……..that want that neeeed to dance away with him move away with him and this one track some linr and that sound of him…….back then at his Dd space the waaaaay he jokes bout how you keeeep slurping away over him the night before over his robocop Skype chat…….and you tell him you would actually love doing that too like it’s something you that badly wanted to…but not sure if he would like it!!!!!

And the waaaaaaaaay he leans over and brings his side of face closer to yours just with that smileeeeeeee on him and closes his eyes that adooooooooooooorably and you actually lick his side of the face with his ear too……and the way after one lick he chuckles and still stays that way like your cue of you can do it again and you dooo how you loooooooooved it and after the waaaaaaaaaay he looks at you like the eyes were love high in that moment this clear and the chuckle after and says it first time post bup meri lucky hai tu……..

And that was your literally I still love you in the waaaaaaaay he says it!!!!!!!!!

Ayyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaa something’s you relive and write now with that sound of his words and feeeeeeeeel of his cheek!!!!!!!

It’s beeeen madness today the rush the viiiiiiibe of him as you move and feeeeeeeel him THAT much the wasaaaaaaaaayd it just makes you THAAAAAAAT happy away……and it shows on your face that evidently happy hiiiiiiiiiigh on him in black again!!!!    

Also while at it checking him out on instag and the waaaaaay there’s that wait through the day every other moment for that circle most loved circle to live a moment of him…

Sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I swear heart loooove body mind madness of your life I say!!!!!!!!