One of those dreams you just cant write bout where all of you wants to write out all of it jsut so you remember the details much after too and YET you just cant write out out bout!!!!!
A beautiful dilemma such as this…
When youve been tryingggggg struggggggling to put belts on your mind and tame and tone it down a fee notches lower but himcomings like these i saaaaay when that black shirt is beomcing his signature move to come and leave you missing more of him wanting more of him liteeeerally begging away more of him that kinda beauuuuuuuutiful madness i say!!!!!!
Theres something that pureeeees calmmmm and yet choaticallyyyyy passionate with him in black and burgundy colors like it literallllly drives you mad……..
Any color on him is a beauuuuuty but these colors somehow bring that otherside of him out and howwweeeeeee!!!!!!!!
Like you wakeup still in that state that you dont look at your moms face when talking face red eyes hiiiiiiiigh stilll highhhhhhhh on him like its this evident on you…
And a long days work today how do you even switch to that mode of you now….
When this you is this on!!!!!!!!
When you somehow want to be normal just so you get some control over your mind but all of you i say refuses to be soo…
Its the kinda mode you just wanna be away from it all and live it fullsomely away i say not wanting to hide not wanting to be normal and just living him living it away with…
That beauuuuuuuuuuuuuty of him in any version of him its that viiiiiiiiiiiiiibe of him charlie like even with eyes shut that sense of him like even back then working out on treadmill and that sense of him when he would suddenly come ro the next treadmill and that wait before starting the mill on till you see him and that sense of him turn and look at him and that wave that one smiiiiiiiile on him starts the mill on and plug out the music you were listening to on your phone now that he was here……
SOMETHINGS you write ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa THAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT feeeeeeel of him being thaaaaaaat close to you!!!!!!!!!
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