Waves!!!!!!!

 This hiiiiiiigh of him no matter where you be at what you do this one hiiiiiiiigh you are on lately!!!!!!

It’s like the state of constant goosebumped kinda mooood lately!!!!!!!

Work has been stressfully hectic past few weeks and yet yet this prolly is the first time you are zip zaaappping through it like a breeze walk I say!!!!!!

It’s that one state of mind of you like you feel it see it on you as it’s this evident…and then that need to get a hold on yourself cause things are giving you imaginations away like random things random words random most things and there goes your brain on a run and howwweeee!!!!!!

Coming back it’s that immediate need to play his music and just be sorting last bits of work with that slow viiiiiibe of mood cause you been writing and the after of it lately has been no sleep almost it’s that rush it’s that intense rush of him charlie that almost is beyond your control like you can’t just can’t think straight or be normal…and phir bhi it’s this peaaaace mode you been on like nothing really affects and also everything him anything him affects you away in the biggest of ways……..

Like feeling away a mix of too many things and all at once…

And amidst all to have a straight face even when talking to your mom over her lap as she massaged your head and talking something random and the way this kid from the balcony calls you out shriiiiyaaaaa and you run out screaming chetaaanaaa her style and she says a hiii as she just came back home…and goes back in again and you come in with that smile on you that you do your best to control and your mom like IT WAS EXPECCCCCTED asks you it’s because of her name haina……

And you don’t say a word and ask her continue what she was talking bout but that smiiiiile stays on charlie saying his almost name out loud it’s that level of happiness it gives you can’t put out in words I swear……..imagine just saying out his name loud gives you this level of Khushi away!!!!!!

Just imagine it’s just the name and what and howeeee it must with all of him!!!!!!!!

To the night or morning prolly it’s the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he comes himmmmmm I sweaaaaaaar it’s this one biggggg wave of everything that’s rush passion beauty madness is made up of!!!!!!

Like every possible ecstatic state of happiness beyond that too is him in black and that state of him it’s like big huge waves that come gushing and take you along with it in one swoooop………

U are in some store or something and there’s nobody around as you look it’s dark the space is weird and this one hand on your waist that sense of him and the waaaaaaaay he moves you pulls you closer and you ask him where’s everybody and the waaaaaaaay he comes closer to your ear chummies it away and says in that looooowwwwwww sexyyyyyyy tone of his voice it’s just Us…

It’s that rush like the sound of his voice itself and the waaaaay even reliving his tone now and this sudden switch of the pace of your heartbeat go faster and thus complete transition in you this shift in you and him messy hair he was hiiiiiiiigh slight daaaadi his shirt usual his style and you just touch and feel him as you live his details and the waaaaaaaaye he moves charlie as you live and touch every detail of his to just seeeeee him move that wayyyyy that something it was giving you awaaaay………

To the way he just holds your hand that roughly and moments!!!!!!it’s that feeeeeel of him just the waaaaay he looks at you smiles at you it all felt like that meet at his Dd space it was all coming back like everything bout him from that day like him in Versova same viiiibes last night…

It all was VERY different and yet exactly same as him in Versova with you or at Dd……..

Alarm or some mixer sound and you wake up again still in that zone of scent of him that sense and touch of him like you wake up different everytime with a dream of his……the you feeeeels very different inside out… 

Firat thing even having to rush to work you just had to wanted to feeeel him more…

Get in the workout and this one artist you are break marke marke listening cause the you gets beyond control once in that himzone…with this artist!!!!

Like you don’t care bout the lyrics it’s the guitar THE GUITAR charlie!!!!!!!

It DRIVES ME MAAAAAAAD for him!!!!!!!

It’s that need that feeeel that waaaaaant that one strong hunger I say!!!!!!!

Like that level of missing hits different wit the guitar of this artist it just HITS DIFFERENT it’s beautiful madness!!!!!!

Today too as you play this and move along that one swirl inside like starts slow to the waaaaays it makes you move as you feeeeeel him along with the sound is MADNESS!!!!!!

Even writing now to feeeeeeeeel him charlie ayyyaaaaaaaaaa to live that beauuuuuuuuuty of all of HIM!!!!!!!! U lose that sense of yourself and become all Him away and howwwweeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!