MADNESS!!!!!!!

 Him him him HIMMMMMMM!!!!!!!

This gorgeous gorgeous beauuuuuuty this one fellow is I swear anything him be it just the sound of his chuckle shadow of his hand or visual of his feet in that back in Hyderabad story ayyyaaaaaa when anythung him gives you all these feeeeels away imagine justttttt imagine a himcoming like this one whatttttt allllll feeeeeels it can give you a way!!!!!!!

This heart this you right spoooooooo sooooooooo high on him already!!!!!

There’s this buzzzzzzz buzzzzzzzzing away in you through you like a rush of him would be an absolute understatement to the waaaaaaay this him feeels in you!!!!!!!

It was that different vibed dream yesterday you were up till very late in that dance vibe mode after his dream like that high on him and he again comes that waaaaaaaay it’s this lobby kinda place with stripes in sandstone and white and you were walking one stripe after the other his style like he used to go the block tile walk and that one hand on your waist……the waaaaaay he grabs you as you turn in that swirl kinda swing the waaaaaaay he chummies your face away even before you see him and you try to move a lil to see him what he was wearing and stuff but that one feeeeeeeel of his chummi every time eyes shut living him away with that full of him in that moment and he slowly moves a lil and he was in white shirt and white chaddis and that feeeeeeeel of him wearing it his style……as you check him out and you tell him feeling his chest away why isn’t this black and the waaaaaaay he chuckles away saying roz roz sirf black pehnu mein howli…..

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaa that sound of his voiceeeeee and you actually scream out saying tu bolaaaa tu bolaaaaa cause even in that moment it was excitement of living him look that girgeoysssssssssssssss in that and then actually to hear him talk to you with that one constant expression……as you try to hold him or something and you were over him in another place…….like he was right there with a grey sheet beneath him still in that shirt and you over him…….it’s that smiiiiiiile on him as you feeel his face his forehead and try to go closer you were on the edge of your couch and wake up…..

That one visual of being over him feeeeeelinf his details and watching him move that slow that beauuuuuuuuutofullu the waaaaaay it sets everything in you on the highest pace possible like that rush storm inside kinda vibe…….

Even as you write now that feeeeeeeelnof being over him that way like to actually live it feeeeel it after THIS long!!!!!!!!

This one time on Holi too after everything in his room the waaaaaaaaaay he was holding you roughly and biwwwwww you loooooved it cause you coildfeeeel away his missing the waaaaay he was feeeelinf your arms shoulder like bit by bit cause also first time head to toe you were in his clothes…..

To the mirror moemnt to finally lifting and dropping you in his bed and some moemnt and you get over instead…….things you shouldn’t be writing but also this this very need to today!!!!!!!

Cause it was that insync the dream and this moment from back then……you hold his arms away his style and the waaaaaaay he chuckles away saying meraaa styleeeee achaaaa it’s when you don’t say a word and just live that beauuuuuuty of him and the way the smile suddenly disappears and another gorgeoyssssssss expression of his as you go closer the waaaaay he moves ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaa something’s you write and relive now ayyaaaaaaaa how you misss that one face HOWWEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!