Last night super tired like the schedule before shoot has always been this way but the second you come home play his music and this sudden vibe its lands you in is beauuuuuuuute i say!!!!!!!!
Still in that himzone vibe you fall asleep on the floor itself as you were working on sequence and mood layout for the poses and stuff!!
That one first second when you feeeeeeel him is always MAGIC!!!!!!!
Like eyes shut and that scent of him and even with eyes shut you try to move jjst your face up sniffing him away and the waaaaaaaaaay he holds your mouth and chummi eats your nose away again like he used to back then exaaaaact same way!!!!!!
That feeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him as he still was chuckling away even while chumming your nose and that adooooooooorably says howli hai tu look at me and that rushhhhhhhh of the sound of his voice every single time ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa your most loooooooooved sound in the world his voice that one ONEEEE tone of his voice…….open your eyes and there he was in blackkkkkk shirtttttt this time it was waaaay more deep than his usual style and the waaaaaay he looks you in the eye and that one smile of his and slowly moved a lil away that was your pull to him like the second he moves that way was your calling to move all in closer and that one stroooing pullll evrry single time he used to do the same back then too……..
Rushhhhhhh to him and chummi every to all of him away in that rush everytime you lay a kiss on him you tell him i missed you i missed you and the waaaaaaaaay every single time you tell him that replies back with a me too me too that one beauuuuuuuuuty of every detaul of him with every kiss the waaaaaay he moves making that one sound to that one chuckle jn that same tone adoooooooorably tickle horaaaa merku……the one time more he says that you literally wake up with that mixed vibe of giggling and also that highhhhhh rush of him still through you!!!!!!!
It was still night and that feeeeeeeeeel of not finding him there beside you lookikg that deliciousness that he was seconds back hits you weirdly…
Back to missing him more and listenjng to his niladri back to sleep to waking up and again no dream this morning…….
One of the beautiful yet weirdest thing happening since yesterday is that mode you are on even with work being this hectic is that one constant on mode…….like you just CANTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT help it cant help thinking bout him missing his details from that one dream the other day like its been playing on loop visually no matter what you do…like you are trying your best to get back to your normal mode switch but its NOTTTTTTT working at all!!!!!!
Today too same mode you are up in and now the visuals and sound of him from that moemnt on the floor is on play today subah se…….
How do you even HOW DOOOOOO YOU EVEN!!!!!!!
Ayyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa kittuuuuuuuuuu kiitttttuuuuuuuuuuuuuu miyaaaaa only i say!!!!!!!!
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