It’s this mind on a constant whirlwind mode the way it suddenly just surrounds you away with all things him like you can’t look feel live love beyond that swirl of wind surrounding you away!!!!!!
Constantly looking and then sometimes unintentionally finding yourself in that zone of him without even subconsciously doing something to land into that trip of him……
Out for. That movie that day this feeeeel of too much him from the day before night evening rather as he comes back from Bangalore and straight comes and sees you cause he did plan in advance the next day for the movie with his sister and Mango out……
So that day wanting just that time wit you to seeking him living him feeeeling him away that day evening rather like no other also first time being introduced to his cellphone quote unquote kinda thing this only mind where to where it goes and howwwwww!!!!!!
To the movie wearing his t shirt another day with too many feels and versions of him lived to just feeeeling that drop on your birthday from the reality that sinking feeeeel that lands you back into the reality into the now that same sense of losteness looking around finding yourself all by yourself looking around trying to make sense of everything
To finally some days ago this series of the same tree dream making a comeback and how to places playing music that has to some thing or the rather to do with trees to finally the golden hour staying up late reading his chats missing him too much and finding this track youd sent him long long back moonbloom lil did you know you were soon going to live a version of another tree in the dreams to dreaming the same one after long and repeatedly
It’s like suddenly it introduces reintroduced away all the feeeeels that you used to miss the wishes made at some point the same wish lived with him same feeeel lived with him over a moment over Skype call with him where he immediately also senses that sudden shift in you soon as he says it and then says abhi nai time hai usko lil did you know nai even then
Something’s you recall as you write now and this sudden feeeel now
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