It was the longest working day yesterday but through the day this one feeeeel of him to just make yourself feel that sense of him for real and deleting some pictures clearing out space find this one…taken at his dd space with his lights that one connection of dreams to reality, existence for real self believ kinda feel!!!!!
Also when some pictures make you feel how lucky is that person in the reflection in that very moment how happy she truly was in that very moment…everything in her rushed with that level of happiness content LOVED and just happpy!!!!
To the day today and a day like this one the feeeeeels I swear donno where to start or more like how to start!!!!!
When a track makes you feeeel away relive away things that you tend to avoid reliving for obvious reasons and then there he is with the track!!!!!
It’s been weird wit no dreams lately and then comes down to the moments with stretch post workout!
Had to switch quite a few cause the mind I tell you as you stumble upon on a new find of some artist he had back then recommended and you just stop the waaaaay every lil detail of him moments throug and with the details rush through you……as you just lay there reliving them and that’s when it hits you how long it’s truly been having felt that way…
Switch to the track and this one you’ve always loved when feeling missing him this way of kaya project!!
It’s only today do you realise why it’s one of your favs the way it starts off with him slowly coming close holding your hands away from you moments with the beat the waaaaay it’s all that beauuuuutofully insync from startinf slow to that ONE rush of him that you live him through….
What he talked about back then of his way of love track about moments with you is that track today years after you felt the very same thing bout this one…
It’s the waaaaaaay he is just there charlie as the track plays as you move through the stretch the way you could just strangely feeeel him a moment you def want to write out…..this one stretch downward and then straight up stretching your neck and spine is when you felt him for real the most!!!!!!!
As weird as ajeeeb as it sounds something’s are just beyond logics and reality for that matter!!!!!!
Music sound of his music again exactly what he had always said when you miss me play my song you’ll feel me all around and over you…!
It’s a beautifully dilemmatic-l confused state of mind today…
When you feeeeel him this way miss him this way and then after all of it knowwwwwww!!!!!!!!!
Suddenly realise his absence!!!!!
It’s these lil feeels slightest of touch that sense of presence for real felt that pretty close almost kinds today in your waking state after years……
You were missed chipman!!!!!!!
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