This you!!!!!

 It's the way not just on the inside but on the outside the way it's just that evident enough what kind of impact anything him has on you .....

Prolly the only thing that can shake you always has in every way possible - Him!!!!!

The only weakness and strength of your life...

It just does something away charlie like you can't write out in words and dot even know why it still makes you feeeeeel away all this it just does .......on your way back thatvone smile just reliving that one face that one expression of his where everything else around places people start to disappear mind this beauuutifullu hazy and slow just that one face on loop soon as you enter home mom first question what happened something in the lift look at you smile like this.....like she was just surprised pleasantly seeing you smile that way away.....head straight to your room some excuse look at yourself in the mirror and that one big smile charlie again cause you see that one face of his relive that expression of his it just makes you happppy on the inside beyond words and reasons......just donno why or how!!!!!

Still wondering how happy just living his face made you feel today even be it in a picture of his recalling WHAT living him for real backnthen used to make you feel like.........

T HHAT one face in the world no wonder this one search everytime out to just find him somewhere to just live him somewhere......