The game!!!!

 To the day today out to get a few work things done and then back home to lavanya her boyfriend and few of her friends as the boyfriend now moved to the same community as yours and she stayed back there for the game today....the second you step in and settle down and she says the name are Chetan pass me the chips no and your hearrrrrt one look at you looking around and she laughs out saying her name is chaitanya but they call her Chetan and says sorry to you saying I should've told you this before and you were somehow embarrassed with your sudden reaction over the sound of his name and their reaction over it as your mom still standing looking at you and rush out of the room to the balcony.....

It was a beautifully weird and ironical moment charlie how some names you just can't take it to be a regular one.....the way it was that rush ekdum se with that sound of his name cause ever since the morning today waking upto that feeeel of him it just felt beautifully different today as you trying to get back yourself with his music for a bit turn around your mom there and the way she gets surprised as how you were smiling away as she adds the way sound of his name still makes you that happy ......it's this thing suddenly your mind tings away if only you could tell her it's not about the still makes you feel that way it's always been this way all this while...

Somethungs you don't choose in life charlie they choose you...

Today throufb this awesome game of football as the others keep mentioning bout Messi's win being predestined over the history and stuff the way the conversation leads to destiny and fate.....it's always been this charlie it had to be Him...

It's always been Him and had to be Him...!

It's not just your mind or what you go by things with its happening in moments that shpuldnt be that way who even listens to these tracks or how does one moment connect with the other this insync how do you always end up feelin hum his closeness him mqking you feel he is with you when you are sick how does he answr away that sudden doubt your heart feels cause of moment or conversation through the day.....

There are things that still don't make sense like his absence for real when there's that THAT much of love of his still with you in moments like those......

Why it's still just you when there's still that much him that you feeeel away that he makes you feeeel away to be more precise!!!!!!

This mind i tell you form that very moemnt this morning nothing else that one closeness of him that one presence of him even with eyes shut!!!!!!!