Hazy breathe!!!!!

 It's like from that moment seeing that very face after decades almost that one soliiiiiiid rush it left you with....

See her coming back fatak se put the phone back and the very first comment she says how come your face is suddenly that red asking if you were more cold and didn't want to eat the chocobar......now Venky also knows it's always this bar to get when at necklace road Aaj kal!!!!!!

Like you just couldn't stoooop smiling from that very second with her again commenting on your sanity sometimes I just don't get you how ekdum se you start smiling akele akele......

Cause it exactly does that to you making you suddenly feeeeel away things and HOW!!!!!!!

His smile hisbface his eyes every lil detail bout him and the times lived him it's like suddenly everything him all the more rushes through you.....tried this many a times to not see him anymore to just stop doing so but it's that feeeeel charlie that strong feeeel on the inside donno why donno how never felt wrong......though logically you do try giving up but it just never felt wr9ng the way everytime your mind says otherwise he is there that very night proving your mind wrong and wanting you to go with everything that you feeeel away ...as crazy as this sounds it's like the way he comes to clear your mind away off your doubts to just make you realise his love still there for you.....and then you wake up like today's post dream feeels you don't understand the absence in real.......

Cause the way today's dream felt too it definitely is not just your mind.....there's definitely a reality attached with it like somewhere deep down you feeeel he does too just the absence in real doesn't make any sense is where the connecting dots go missing.....!