The dream!!!!!

 First and foremost the dream THE DREAM!!!!!!!

Tat you'd been waiting to write out amidst everything hectic that's been rushing through at work!!!!!

Like you keep making notes of the moemnts lived on ur fone just so you don't forget before writing it out.....

Cause never before in all these years did you ever ever have a dream like this one!!!!!!

It starts off with some work space you are at and very sleepy with this desk over at one corner you strangely have a shut eye there in that corner......it suddenly gets extremely cold and before you know there is that warmth all over your back and head as you try to make sense of what it was with eyes still shut cause you were that sleepy it felt like it was some hoodie take a deep sniff and it was his smell that one scent of him that yohve lived with deeeeeepest of sniffs possible.......no wonder stayed with you and your nose and HOW all this while!!!!!!!

The waaaay it fataaak se wakes you up knowing he is right there somewhere around like for sure it was his hoodie over you get up and try to l9ok around and see him walk to another room acorS the lobby with some lady go along with smaller steps just to make sure he doesn't know it's you bolkee he asks the lady who is that guy there new one joined today and she says it's a woman not a man.....and he talks bout not having seen clearly as there wasba jacket already on you and that's when you realise you had a jacket on and still were that cold that he doesn't even check who or what and just lays his hoodie over thinking some body random was cold......

Go a lil closer to the room see his reflection in the glass door ayyyyaaaaaaaaaaa that beauuuuuuutt of some moments that one face that one being you've lived looooooooved breathed all this while there he was standing right there in a black crisp shirt navy denim looking his beauuuuuuuuuuuuhtofully sexy best with daaaaadi and your heart all of you right there living making the most of that visual !!!!!!

Soon as he looks at the door and you move away just so he doesn't spot your presence.....it was some office space that you were there for some work which till now you couldn't figure why or what it was.....there were these moments where you just watch him walk around taking to people filling up his coffee from themaxhine and the second he tries to look at you across the room you look away just making sure he doesn't know you are in the room as him......cause then you know he w0ild disappear......

It all felt very strangely beauuutiful charlie because for one your heart was living away alllllll those very moments that you missed MISSSS this bad about him.....to just live him live his presence even for random everyday ordinary moemnts casual moments to just feeeel that beauty of his presence and secondly that fear of what if he knows you are there it just felt strange.....

To this one moennt when he finally comes and asks you with your back towards him hope you are fine now cause you did look like you were really cold and you just nod saying a yes without a sound and he asks if he could take his hoodie back and you nod saying a no and hold onto it tighter and that sound of his chuckle that one adoooooooooorable sound of his chuckle and he slowly gently asks do I know you and you nod saying a no and he tries to bend over on the other side trying to catch a glimpse of you like you could feeel him around you coming a lil closer to that closeness of his scent and you look the other way with that one ruuuushhhh where all of you just wanted to hold him away hide away in him in that very second he chuckled again look very familiar is it you and this time there was that wide smile in his voice adds that one line cause I know those hands very well it is you nai?

And you trun with a rush and wake up!!!!!

This was just tha one moment charlie that stayed with you qnd how!!!!!!

Cause all throufb the dream there were many moments cause it sure was a long very long dream with several moments of you crossing the room him walkin past by and then finally finding you it just all felt very different nithung like you'd ever dreamt before!!!!!!