Moments!!!!

 Some moments nai they just fill you up with something so much ekdum seee like you can't think feeel live beyond that thing!!!!!

That almost an hour at the store was all and more bout that like by the end of the day you could feeel the flu kiclin in but the waaaaay it just made you feeeel away evrything him right form the very start.....

Conversations with him him hinting you away in waaaays to make you realise his love for you back then to these other songs being connected with various times and phases of loving and living him.....

To soon as you are home and there aS some series mom was watching it mentions something bout call card and the waaaay the mind goes back to those late hours of the night when suddenly you would rush down to the phone store to get it recharged just so you couldnt miss out on messaging him or taking his call.....it's that whole era kinda vibe of realising his love loving him and then missing him all this while......it suddenly makes you tealise the difference of the timeline the then and the now kinda vibe.....

Mom applies some hair oil as you fall asleep on her lap as you move she gets off to her room and you wake up for a bit to play his music still on sofa and as you turn this time you feeeeel that fabric change under your head like now as you turn you feel the legs to be leaner the denim feeel under your head snuff around and there he was still eyes shut you get a lil closer to where you could smell him more andbthat one touch of his hand over your forehead can't write out in words charlie what WHAT it made you feeeeeeeel like in that very moment!!!!!!!

The more you write now and relive these moments of his closeness ayyyaaaaaaa this ehaaaart i say!!!!!!!

Howleeeeeeeeeee you beauuuuuuutiful lil big adooooooorable thing how only you were missed abhiiiiii k abiiiiiiii!!!!!!!