Way of love...

 The only thing everytime she mentions bout you spending on yourself that one strongest of feeel it all happened at the wrong time if only you were all this self made independent few years back things would've definitely been a lot different.....it's that feeeeel every single time you passby jack n Jones on ur way to tonique and not miss out loolking at it even for a second cause it brings back that before and after feeel and how.....

Cause there never has ever EVER been that moemnt in your life like back then at Jones with him that you wished you had money you were independent and earning well to buy every possible shirt there for him or atleast those 4 that he did try on amd looked that good on him....and the way he adds with that tone of voice someday you will....

Some wishes nai you just can't help it no matter what!!!!!

To these moments of randomness where some sound switch suddenly at concu and they play Teri aye his song and that feeeeeeeeel door ho ke bhi paas hai mere...

To this very moment yesterday on your way to the studio and suddenly Venky hits the brake hard look up and there was a negro crossing by yelling at Venky something all you could see was her t shirt that said my boyfriend's gift or something and her hair all hippy braided and the way she stops by to your side of the window qnd just stares back at you smiles away waving back at you cause all that while her t shirt had the biggest smile on your face cause the complete moment screamed the lines off your most loved t shirt my boyfriend is a hippie and he adores me...

Venky commenting over how suddenly from screaming at Venky something was smik8ng at you and waving back at you.....you still lostin the moennt cause it suddenly takes you back to that moment of walking around with him in some mall passing by these Levi's t shirts and he just stops and stands close to the t shirt smillllllleeeeeeeeeees that one smile that wooooooooooooooosh bolke used to melt you away like ekdum seeee something in you used to shift charlie like suddenly something that big changed moved you in ways you didn't understand to just live him with that sparkle in his eyes that one smileeeeeee of his showing you what's written over it and you ask him but you are not hippie no and that one sudden switch of smile of a kid upto somethunf cause backnthen you didn't know he was one.....

Gets the t shirt for you and you tell him it won't fit y9u size wise and that one look at you and smiiiiiles again and says it will fit perfectly...

Go back home try it on first thing and it was the exact fit charlie like that perfect.....seconds later prolly he calls you and first thing he asks is it was na perfect fit like that was the second you were trying it on like he was that sure if things bout you knowing you the way nobody ever had or could....