HIM!!!!!!!!!

 once done there these trees with mangoes as it's the season and that one rush of that moment.....

Just bout to leave and live that moment of not wanting to leave him not wanting you to leave and yet asking you to and you just stand there outside with some bahana to just be there another min longer and live him for a bit longer...and these mango trees right outside his other house and you actually get that excited seeing those ripe mamgoes and ask him ayyya koi todte nai ittee sare aam and look at him still watchjnf you with that one that beauuuutifully familiar smile of his that you loooooived cause that look was him loving you in that moment making you feel he was.....just by the look of it smile of it....like I love her wali smile of his and that you did notice after years......

And you ask him again am serious nobody takes it! And him nodding away sniiiiiling away that beauuuutifully and then in that same again much much familiar tone of his cute angry tone tells you hauu jhaad pe chadke tere liye todke detu ruktu....and you just stand there nodding away and living him cause in that moment you were holding back your reaction as best as you could cause in that moment you knew alone knew what that tone of his meant to you after years there was thing charlie the waaaaaaaaaaaay he would that adooooorable get mad at you and you looooved it when he wood get mad at you just that tone of his voice was pure loce to you like a song being sung to you him being mad at you correcting you were your most loved moments!!!!!!

That day too you just stand there relive that beauuuty of his that love of his for you from back then.....and the way he asks you again jaari nai tu howliii.....and you nod away saying a no and that one face of his knowing exactly why you were doing the tp.....and then changed the topic to tu aur tere sawaal hamesha.....these moments words like these beautiful nai.....when you relive that same moment from the most loved time of your life thinking it eas long gone and then suddenky hear that same sound see that one same exptession that you were that used to see that same love hint of love after years thubkjng it was lost.....ekdum seee to just see it all in that one random moment.....

Ever since then the sight of mangoes brings back two of the things closest his mango and the most beauuuutiful adooooorably possesive moments of his and this one moment from the other house of his.....

Today from that sight to see some guy in the next sec crossing the road wearing same white n blue striped shirt if his to the next sec cement truck passing by......

Some minents nai charlie like it eas that beauuuuuutifully just designed created for you penned for you to live that relive that moment in that very moment.....

Chippppppyyyyyyy tum aaaaaaaj bhotttttt zooooor zoooooooor shooooor dooooor seeeee yaaad aaareeee miyaaaaaa!!!!!!!;