most beautiful weakness...

 This thing charlie pehle pehle bhot lagtaa thaa ayaaa ye bole who bol diyee bolkeee....

Ab nai hota kabi kabi in that moment slightest ting but it's the after when you sort get drawn to moments like these that sort of add that meaning make that sense why you feel the way you do....why it's the way it is.....why he is all this and more to you!!!!!!

Today at work working on zardozi stuff the start of it and right in the mdidle of discussing designs you listen to this sound of another ddlj playing from one of those handwork guys at work and that need to be out and play thus song away instead....

This song charlie it's all feeeks that you hide away from cause you make sure those don't get awakened ......

It's also those everyday feels thise lilst of feels of him the everyday moment kinds too.....how you sort of don't feel em anymore and keep your mind off it...from the basics love to the levelssss of love n life you just keep your mind off.....like that's when and why maybe music his music and any music that allows you to feel him live him relive him in that moment for that moment has become your life now.....it's your oxygen it's your hideout your own space that you can just be with and feel that sense of belonging....cause in those corners yoy find him out of nowhere.....the corners where it still holds that feeeel of his presence like he is still threre with you and you arent all by yourself and alone, like he is there in that sound with you...

That moment you coildnt stay longer at work and get away and ask the driver first to take you to habsiguda....

On the way up the volume of the song and this feeeeeeeeeeel charlie it fills you with is something else, beyooond words...