Time!!!!!

 Today there just looking around walking around with the sound playing....him rushing breathing through you thus beauuuuuutifully how times change......

The only thing that screamed through that vibe you were living there, how times change.....

When you live these moments it sort of connects to your reality adds that meaning to it gives that answer to that question that never even popped in your head....like you know it in a way just answers away smthing in you for you...

How do you even go on when you are still there where you've been right there in that moment with him still with you......the waaay it just amazes you it's the same you charlie that never manages to remember what happened yesterday what needs to be brought smthing on the list anything at all you have the worst memory.....

Things to do with him anything to everything him the waaaaaay it's this beauuuuuutifully clear like it all happened just yesterday like he was there with you in that moment just yesterday the way it's just this beauuuuuutifully clear.....even today as you were there the way the place still looks that beautiful like it ina way like all his places retained that sense of Him in corners like you could still see him walking upto the chai wala looking at his beauuty under the yellow street light....to just live him charlie to just be loved by him.....

Kabhi lagta nai was it really too much to ask for in life.....

When you live him in his places relive that him that way of his love for you to live that feeeeeling of him being proud to have you in his life proud to have you beside him meant the world to you!

It's when you live these moments in a place of his it actually gives that feel on your spine just the song it's that sense of wanting more of him to continue that moment there....to turn and kiss him away taking the bottle from his back seat to hold him away as he sits close to you with chai ....to run to him as he walks to the chai wala....like you know to continue these moments memories to hold him again skip the mango topic and get back in chummi his pout away......

Like you know from pause of your memory to play the memory again and this time for real.....

Like to give away anything to be able to live that love all over again.....wanting that same feel in your eyes sensing that lilove of his all those days all those days all those lilst of moments to relive them for real again......and this time with more of Him in each and evry moment....

Today the thingsssss that place of his made you feel was beyond words.....

Way beyond words and logic...!

That surreal.......