,...........

 This definitely has to be a first!!!!!

Never in all these years did you ever have a dream a mornjng like this one!!!!!!

Him holding you away closest and then telling you am not coming back you are ruining my life!!!!!!!!

The sound of his words that close to your ear he was that close and the way just the way he says it all...........

Smthings in life will always remain a priority cause theyce been that way always right from the very start.....anything to everything to do with Him has always remained and will, first in your life...

This time too just the disgust in his voice for you you just can't get over.......this dream is definitely going to take very long to get over!

Last 3 days have been bad at work cause of that one worker issue and then helping your friend out wit her weddding come may it's been that packed.....and then this one presence of his and this way for the very first time almost changes it all for you......

Let him be and as he called it ruining his life just let him be.....

Some words am not coming back!

That day in the evening when he mentions asks you that one thing what are you going to do when you don't have me in your life if that happens what will you do or months after when that noon he just mentions it's just for sometime taking the space lil did you know........

It doesn't immediately hit you things like these the change that will be coming soon after or years after.......

But one thing for the first time that evening him over your lap when he asks you that one question of your life the answer years after still remains the same.....you just donno still donno, How!!!!!!