Today!

 When even ur friend notices this!

When she sees you online today and the way texts u immediately saying u do know it's Sunday today right being sarcastic bout u being online on a Sunday....cause no matter what she messages Sunday's and online dint really happen this one year....cause Sunday's used to mean that much with those magic tree dreams of his mainly mostly on Sundays and then that chat with him over an year ago that sort of did change a lot....

It's that thing charlie like waking up from a strong dream of his where u felt him his presence the mostest and the mostest beautifullest way u somehow couldn't get ur self to come on whatsapp n reply back anybody cause not seeing him seeing the block would change the reality that your mind was still that beauuuuuuuuuutofully high on...

The same with Sunday's too never felt the same until this last week Sunday when he unblocked you.....

Ever since then u still can't contain that khushi rushing through you like it's sudden khushi of living him living momenrs with in a way presence of his to those moments alone to n fro from studio and you can just living that beauuuuutt of his with his music....

It's the waaaaaaaay he looks this beauuuuuuuuuutifully calm in the pic his daaadi ayaaaaaaaa thaaaat very daaadi adding gorgeiusness to his face his Johnny bravo hair do spikes through his eyes his forehead his skin all of him like u just cantttttttttt get over how why what could never make sense...

Its the way living him gave u that sense of happiness sense of contentment peace calm madness all n more at once...ever since the very start like it always filled that smthinf in u.....His presence!!!! 

Agaaain where to where only it went...

Out to IKEA gettig a few things for the studio decor thing for the pooja before hand....and they had this click n collect thng with a different parking lot with galli to galli and the way zig Zag it went those drives with him and the waaaay he would take those zooop zaaap turns on the fly over or in gallis just sooo u fall over him those initial days and soon it did become one of ur most loved things cause it had that vibe Charlie lile the same one that u used to feel for real back much before even talking to him....that pull towards Him.... Being drawn to him even from a distance like u remember just standing smtimes and looking at him for mins or till he caught u lost in him.... initially it was more bout why did he look that lost n sad....n with that u were growing used to living him cause everytime he passed by that feeeeeeeelinf of being drawn to him no matter what u were doing and the waaaay he would turn look at you and that one stare like he knew u were lost in him and u look away and then look again and still find him looking at you...

Agaaaaaain things u write and where to where it goes....

Sooo yaaaa those turns he took had that same vibe being drawn to him....today in those turns parking lot mein like u could live that feeel living his presence over whatsapp... U donno why what or how it just is the waaaaay it makes you feel it's like u lived that very moment there with him..complete madness I know charlie but in that moment for you it's like he was there with you for real mein....