HIM!!!!!

 When you've felt smthng that real REAL everything else feels unreal or like it lacks smthing that can fill you up or make you feel complete...

For you that Him that love of his that presence of his did become that in your life...

Everything else that incomplete like it lacks smthing like it can't make you come alive fill you up with that smthing that his presence did, could, still does even be it for that sec of seeing him online for a sec is a presence lived....

Cause that's how you fill up whole lotta misseeeeeeing fill it up with as n when you can with anything that you possibly can, any form of his presence filling up for his absence..

Maybe that's also what real love does to you, makes you more real...

Sorts you out, making you realize your priorities in life...

Sorts you out basically!!

Reliving him from back then in that moment of him looking his best adooooorable high self where you did sens3 the change but couldn't make sense of what it was , cause you obvsly didn't know bour the signs of psy beedi high !!!!!

Ayyyaaaaaaaaa THAT ADOOOOORABLE I SAY !!!!!!!!!

HOWLEEEEEEEEEEEE tummm ab aur bhiiii zoooorseeeeeeee yaaad aare miyaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!;