The only wish...

 Kabi ye chahiye who chahiye big dreams to do that to be that nothing ever.....

The only thing you your heart ever wished for in life was is Him...

And when on days years any pain any hurt the kind of person that would prefer shutting away the eyes to not see the pain or reality or atleast till it gets better inside and instead slide away into your own reality that your sleep n dreams are made of...

Also why u could never really bother getting on WhatsApp post his beauuuutofullest of dreams not wanting to see the reality of it and just live the him that you still woke up with like from mornings like those to now everytine almost u change side with some dream some presence of his his smell his touch and it wakes u up in that very moment to see him and just be living him over ur pillow filling up that absence of his after waking up...

To these moments today his places hardrock whre you lived another one of those most beauuuuuutiful versions of his love for you.....where he did show you what it meant to live a much loved place with someone you loved....maybe that's how n where this loooovee for his places did start from...

Like loving him did eventually become more or less or maybe more only bout becoming Him...with it!!

Today as u got off the car and just stood there reliving his voice over the fone...through those almost 2 hour conversation where it was his way to live you in that very moment to be with you in that very moment cause that bad wanted to take u there and couldn't...

And you just be sitting on the steps corner most not caring bout anybody around where somebody would actually come over asking if you wanted something there cause maybe they could see it in you how lost you were.....just him to just live him to just let him live you in a place of his.....

It was magical the conversation the khushiiii that u could sense in his voice as he kept asking if you weren't embarrassed or smthing n u kept telling him it dint even matter.....which it never did, nothing else ever did ever since Him...

He did become your Priority, like everything else only comes after Him....again smthinf wasn't intentional like it just did become that way....

Today as u stood there u could feel him from that day could almost hear his voice that khushii rushing through you from that moment...

Been decade now charlie but some places some moments nai just stay with you for life....with their vibe along!

It was magic...!