Last two days have been craaaazy wit that work load before festival and this beauuuuuutiful Him high that you are in, mind is in the most beauuuuuutiful state possible....times like these when you realise apart from the zillion things you miss him for and bout him, to just be able to live him whoo bhi sirf dp pe made you this happpaayy....one smile big smile every time now that you live him on whatsapp....
It's a feeeeling beyond words charlie....
Sooo yaahh yesterday just boutbti leave and this nyka order of yours arrives...kajal n few other bits and this one free festive gift that comes along with it - daaadi oil!!!!!
Ayyyaaaaaaaaa that one tinggggg bolkeeee khushi runs through you with that first thought for Him...some wishes your heart makes - complete madness....some moments you just donnooo have no control over!!!
From that moment through the day it just felt that beauuuutifully different despite of crazy ass work load plus n manager goof ups....
To on your way back and your mom asks to pick up some veggies on ur way back....and the first thing u enter the store aamlaa :D one big HIM that screams through you and you call up mom and ask her aamla for the pooja like every year and she mentions bout getting em just 2 days before so stay good....
The sound of smthings I swear charlie back then too it was buying it before Diwali where you didn't know where to look for n he takes u along to all the lilst of gallis chatting along walking along except for the supermarket where it would've been the easiest to find....also smthing he tells u shares with u much later on saying he wanted that time with you as much as he could to make you realise his love for you...
Just by the way she says it all those flashes of him walking aeound his gallis with him and the waaaaaay just the waaaaaaaay he was looking at you that day.....ayaaaaaaaaaaa even reliving it now in this very moment THAT much love when you didn't even know!!!!
Howleeeeeeeeeeeeeee YOU were missed very very bad this moment here !!!!!!!!
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