HIM - BEAUUUUTIFUL!!!!!

 That thing bout lilst of things to feel you matter in some way any way !!!!!

It was that lilst khushi of a moment which also was the main reason why you did start to post those stories dor the first time cause now for the first time in some way you had that sense of being able to share things with Him that you all this while that bad struggled to.....

Also it's these things that mattered to you that you wanted to share never could with him....that moment weeks back when you see him see your story was a lil thing of your life in a way shared with him finally....

To the recent ones and then realise he doesn't even check em anymore.... smthings nai smthings only!!!!

To this day today when it started off on that beauuuuuuuuuutiful note of waking upto him n with him....that same beauuuutiful sense of his presence still there even after waking up.... to when your friend mentions bout the date of her wedding 6 months from now...

Waking up from His side of life to the real side of life...

Hectic day planning on things and in the middle of runnibt around for fabrics pots designs that one moment of looking for some design on insta and that need to see him first and ayaaa that red circle now is like your life yiyr moment of khushi with that one loud wish screaming in you hope it's a pic of his hope it's a pic of his and there was Him ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that beauuuuuuuuuutiful that same old habit of his posing for pictures tucking the upper lip away back then it used to be when standing beside you looking at you in the mirror that same face tucking away the upper lip with that lil adooooorable smile as he does that face and then just lives that moment with you...

Some habits some faces some expressions of his ayyyaaaa!!!!!!

Its in moments like these that one feeeeeeeeeeel charlie, he hasn't changed a bit...

The way he looks that THAT adoooorably beautiful same long hair look of his that one beauty of a flashback every single time now you see his long hair look standing in the lift back from Bangalore long hair full beauuuuty of the daaaadi howleeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

Blue track jacket with blue hair tie too ayyyaaaa day made evening made life made I sayyyy that beauuuuuuuuuutiful!!!!!

To when you see yourself and realise almost same to same track jacket in his yellow....where almost anything to everything you see in yellow you ought to have it!!!!!

Bag earplugs now the recent one being track jacket....

Co incidentally twinning !!!!!

Lilst moments of plain khushi and that much magic...

That one strong missing in that moment and that very moment you get to see Him!!!!!

Smthings beyond logics absolutely ridiculously beyond logic...