Him...

 Some days nai this beauty they become....

This re realisation of things you already knew....

Today it was this meet with the photographer for the shoot that you plan for the upcoming collection....

Was busy with another shoot so you wait outside on the stairs n as usual earplugs in everything away and just that much closer to all Him.....

Finally your manager arrives and the first thing she comments bout is your hair as she sees you this way today for the first time and calls it hippie bun :D

Ever since having seen his new hair do of hippie messy bun with his long hair on his birthday you've been doijg the same his way....your hair his way messy half top bun....

The sec she calls it that that feeeeeel i say your boyfriend is a hippie and he adores you! His tshirt for you!

Some words and the way waaaaay the echo of those words can make you feel , lost in and after that moment as she keeps talking smthing but you thankgod for the wireless thing seeml3ssly hides away under your hair.....that beauuuutifully lost in all him....

To that moment when she starts to stare back inro your eyes that one sec again all you could see was him looking right into you.....like her face becomes Him from that vwey same moment as she talks bour how brown your eyes looked under direct sunlight all you could feeeeeel seee live was him in that very moment sitting that close to you....

Some moments it's just magic.... to the way how she commebts bout how you zone out ekdummm se like there's some switch in you suddenly you just slip awaay....

Exactly what and how it feels like on the inside like ekdum seee smthing moves shifts inside you and you are just that beauuuutifully lost in all things Him....

Just like that !!!!!

When somebody starts talking bout it was vijay devekronds shoot....and the waaay your manager literally gets off n runs towards the office and you just be there her asking you if you knew who he was n all as you werent getting off and you just stay she leaves....

Filmy people filmy environment and those adorable words of his as much as I love this line I'll always want to keep you away from it....

U somehow don't really like the surrounding it just doesn't vibe !!!!!

And when it comes to men or the rush or the madness fanning anythung on the lines of the same it starts and ends with him....

Again not intentionally bas nai hotaa whoo wowwww that guy wowwww vijay kinda thing.....aur woich him boletoooo ayyyaaaaa bas that thought of him anything to do with him, another story I say!!!!!

Like pooora ka pooora diff level of it I say !!!!!!

To finally when the team comes out with the photographer still there vijay comes out with bodyguard n staff and the photographer tries to walk upto you to introduce or talk or smthing and you look away with same phone call thing....

They leave photographer stays and first question you do know who that man was right....skip away the topic schedule the dates for the shoot plan the stuff and head back to the studio....

Some moments and that feeeeling how smthungs bas andaar se nai hotaaa.....

Like it just doesn't happen....

And with Him ever since the very first time you saw Him ayyyaaaaaaaa the way even without looking up at you he just held you away and howwwww!!!!!

U could't move you dint wanna move....

Not even a bit, to just live him....

Ayyyaaaaaaa some moments and no matter how many zillion times you recall relive this feeeeeeeling it fills you up everytime.....

HIM!!!!!!!!!

That first change of heartbeat seeing him that first sense of smthng in you that just didn't wanna look away that feeeeling of being held away from a distance....

HIM!!!!!!!

Right from the very start...!