A happy heart for no reason almost is when you just pass out watching some connected documentary to his f1 of senna it was a good one but the thing with happy heart charlie it has a calm beauty and mind of it’s own…
And for you to sleep just like that woh bhi whilst watching something you were liking is smthing!!!!
Even with too much work ittaaa aram se neend nai ati heart I tell you happy almost just that beautifully happy I say……
Yesterday again at home early to discuss few things bout the colour palette to work on plus the other line of patterns and mid conversation the manager gets off rushes to the loo with her fone right there closest to your face on the table I say!!!!
Aaj kal moments like these visuals like these and your mind master gogo I tell you! Give it 2 mins wait wait n wait for some more and then it was the call of the gods I say and you answer it away and ayyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaa there he was your most beloved circle circling Around zoom zoom bolke hit it I say and how how does that one someone even peeche se he to just live his presence foto mein bhi ayyyaaaaa heart this you poora ka poora to the other one being smthing you feel that way after years that one slightest hint of connection that slightest beautiful hint actually you felt it other wise this one instance when he posts Gulmohar for the first time written with Mehboobabad!
It’s that feeeling charlie when you sort of look for those answers for those zillion unanswered unsaid questions finding meaning looking for answers looking for some hint smthing that you mean smthing to him atleast when all of you feels lives him this way…..it’s that thing bout adding logic adding meaning to all this that you feel with smthing anything from him that makes you feel you maybe exist for him too in his life in some way!!
The second you see that visual of him in auto Indian auto Indian street Bombay street with kaya project your song playing that one Andar wala scream I tell you like everything inside of you with that one big jump he is baaaaack!!!!!!
To that next second of ironic realisation hau tho!
It’s like that smthing some word inside wale conversation mein totally ruins it for you damaaal bolke!!!!! Like it all fataaak se comes crashing down all that excitement happiness of him being back to that ironic realisation hau tho Hyderabad mein Bombay mein hai talin mein hai hau tho!!!!
Then back to that just happiness to just live that moment of his rainy streets of Bombay your song playing him just being back to that beautiful connection of the night before same moment almost it was raining here too and some other sound you living you missing him with something’s I tell you just beyond logics!!!!!!
Almost same moment different places!!!!!!!
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