Lived someone!

 When you’ve literally lived someone!!!!!!

Every single lil detail of and bout them be it their physical attributes or those deep thoughts or memories they shared with you…

Everything he would do say or ask you to do it’s like stuck with you!!!!

To just that beauuuuuty of your life to just live him as he shared his passion and love for movies music and the night sky!!!!

Like he loved most loved that time of the day when he could just be with his thoughts n music on his own….watching the night sky to his music and love for movies and the craft of film making….

Should’ve seen his face charlie in those moments the way it would immmeeediately light up like one big super moon on his face instead beaming with joy and filed with dreams aiming high and that one word always at the end - someday karely someday and you’ll see you’ll be with me and see that day with me!!!!!

To a journey of having lived him watched him grow not everyday maybe not even yearly once but it’s like he is still with you it feels weird and empty now sometimes but smthings you just donnooo!!!

Today watching that movie living those moments and was like that sound of his words charlie from back then movies are nothing but life and experiences had…the director the writer some experience of theirs being shared on the screen to tell stories to share those experiences with people cause they lived it and it’s beautiful, to be able to share your experience and tell a story and make people connect with it the process the experience of film making and to connect with audiences through your story!

To just hear him say those things and with every wish the way it did become yours too that someday of his did become your wish too for that someday wish of his to come true…..to him breaking down over a niladri track playing in opera after moments over lap and just crying away saying he is so successful people are mad over him he is same age as me almost and I’m nothing and you just hold him and wish it comes sooner that wish of his to be fulfilled and you tell him try to do your best and just tell him he will soon cause niladri too must have been through a struggle to be where he is it happens with everybody and just tell him someday soon….and that smile right in between his adooooorable runny nose and tears that one smile that one slow adoooooooooooorable chuckle of his and just like that he was happy again holding you away it’s like moments back that mad passionate love of yours to seconds later that one worlds most adorable kid of yours crying over something with head over your lap!!!!!

Some movies some visuals allow you to live your own journey live your own moments most loved ones today that echo of his zillion conversations bout film making this is what he was talking bout…the way some movie made you live relive his journey from the start to this him decade later today Saat samundaar par a different time zone a different country and a different Him!

A love like that one…!