Flashes!!!!

 Some feeels this strong and the way it can ekdum se change it all away for you!!!!!

Just that realisation been that long and this feeeeling now!!!!!

It’s like all those flashes suddenly of him standing right from the very start those gym standing moments to everytime he dropped you back home and that wait for you to turn and look at him and only after would leave to those times of him leaving for Bangalore or Bombay to just come see you just before leaving and that wait that same wait to just see you to live your presence for that bit the waaaaay he would just live your presence all of him to leaving for Bangalore standing close to the car with his almost entire family around you him looking at just you and that one nod still looking at you just before getting in the car that one nod that one smile and then gets in the car.....

With chichi everyone still wondering talking bout what he was trying to say if he left smthing it was just you n him that knew that felt the same in that moment!!!!!

All those times him standing not saying a word and yet saying it all away to just live his presence in those moments that THAT much love could possibly spoil away for life I say!!!!!

And that was exactly what all that love of his did to you!!!!!

Lil did you know nai!!!!!!!!

This state of mind suddenly now !!!!!!!!

Howleeee You beautiful lil big magical thing how only you are being missed I say!!!!!!!!!!

If you only knew!!!!!!!!!!!!