This thing bout the mind when it’s just is that happy that happy to just be able to feel smthing for real to see smthing some thing charlie of you like it maybe is just your mind again taking up whatever you can to fill up this vast missing of him and for you that one moment of living his moment of a rainy moment when you miss him the mostestedtest with - rains!!!!! To that sound of his song also your song the moment shared with him over the song to just live that connection even writing it down you just know in your head it’s your mind but this heart I say has a mind of its own too just takes up anything that makes it feel good makes it happy!!!!!
And yesterday was that for you to just feeeeel that Charlie after a long time like to you you don’t exist for him then there were these rushes which have stopped now no wonder him back now!!!! Smthings no how do you feel things the way you do!!!!
Smtimes kabhi ekdum se in between work the way the mind zones out wondering how do you feel the things you do specially when you’ve had a real strong dream of his!!!!
To today when some client reaches out to you via manager to just mention how much she loved her wedding lehenga but the special mention was for the other Anarkali she ordered with chudidar and she mentions bout how perfect it was to any that she ever wore like how did you get it so right!!!!
The word term chudidar too comes with a ring of Him…
Out to some random walks to the mall and in the parking lot get off towards the stairs people walking around and the way he stops you sabke beech mein gets down on his knees almost and pulls your chudidar down literally pulls it down and you had to hold it oopar se cause his grip I tell you just so the chudidar doesn’t fall off he pulls it down adjusts the chudi over the ankle and you keep telling him people were looking at you’ll and to stop you will do it on your own but him being him only!!!!!!
Ayyaaaaaaaa howleeeeeeeeeeeee You beauuuuutiful lil big adooooorable thing how only you were missed Abhi k abhi in this moment here likte likte!!!!!
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