The sound...

 Exactly why you miss his music the most!

It's that feeel charlie in moments to find him when you are hit with that strong smthing of him that need to feel him anything pehle before block it was to see him there otherwise his music and with no music of his now it's that search constant to find some sound that makes you feel him....that need to fill that misseeinf with anything him...

Like even at work that exhausted and in the middle of nowhere there's that sudden smthing of him that you feel is like that sudden rush of breeze hits your face leaves you that beauuutifully calm and yet with that rush of him everything him and you suddenly b come all Him...and the way it stays with you !

It's that thing charlieeven when you wake up at night from sleep to sip water or smthing he is there on your mind even then like not a single s cond that goes without it but to feel these sudden smthings is anything else..... especially after this mornings dream....

Like you are trying to fix smthing understand smthing and the way on that very moment echo of his voice somehow related to that very thin g and you find a solution fataak se....

Looking for huge antique plant potters and can't find the ones you want to design the space lift area with looked everywhere possible and right in the middle of discussion that eco of his voice when you want to learn smthing you can on YouTube why don't you watch videos and learn smthing do smthing creative standing in your balcony making you do smthing with your life when you talk bout how you wanted to learn animation and couldn't and the way he guides you bout the same asking you to learn it online talking bout his love for anything creative it's like one smthing and the waaaay it brings back almost same shared conversation and moments bacl to you!

Immediately get on YouTube and find a zillion ways you could do your own big antique pots and that feeeeling of thanking him in your mind ii n that very moment.....

There are these howle akele wale conversations that you now have with him in your mind in moments like these cause that's how real you feel him with you in those moments!!!!!

Kabhi lagta charlie deewani bolke bolke une actually turned into one...like losing sense of what's real and what's not!

Not sure if all this is normal to feel or there's actually smthing going wrong with your mind or its actually meant to make you re realise his still love for you mannnn some words I say could write one complete para repeatedly with those very lines ...ayaaaaaa the sound and visual of love I say!