Him, spaces!

 What do you do when you miss someone too much what do you do when you’ve missed someone what feels like a lifetime now , you simply fill everything up around you that feels like them...

Ur studio is where you spend most of your time now and with redoing it up for walkins you sure knew had to fill up with these corners spaces colours of him all around you...

From the His yellow carpet to the bottle green that he loved on you as curtains to getting lil custom styling bits done of decor this cement table top cause of the cement truck first chummi memory that also that beautifully resembled your terrace your him corner of that apartment having loved loved that side of him him in lil chaddis his adooooootable messy sleepy hair n face holding chappals in hand and just standing there looking his beauuuuuutoful sleepy best just cause he missed you suddenly annnnndddddddd it happens again when auto correct goes from missed to misses you this exaaaactly this not sure if heads going more mad I say!!!!!

Soooo yah to the mirror wall cause of your most loved mirror moments with him from that very first one that made you refind him in your life again that very first mirror stare and there you were all held away by him from the very first time itself lil did you jnowwwwwwwww nai back then!!!!!!!

To this ultimate love of white cause again you in your white shirt him in his white tee to those many moments conversations about how he loved white on you and you thooo alwaaaaaays all hearts every time single time he would wear white to the walls being painted white again pots white lil lil details about him in every corner almost the way day after day detail after detail it’s more Him all around you now!!!!

To this very recent most special plate like thing a rarest green jade stone rough antique that you find and ask it to be redone as a table decor thing cause it had these lil details of mount opera rocky patches of opera to those wild lush green trees and lil lil big plants all around to those cracks on the road with the glass pieces all scattered around it had these lines patterns road like patterns on the plate that all resembled had that vibe of the road that same highways he used to take you on it’s like one plate full of memories literally.....

There’s detail all round you you just gotta look for them find them make sense of them live them to understand them....finding that piece and then to just feel that beauty of a time gone of your most lived loved memory of your life Him!!!!!

Ahhhhhh HIM!!!!!!!

and just like that when you forget Rakhi too for the first time cause you don’t remember any other date now!!!!!!