Ajeeb!

 Gets feels ajeeb when you sneak over like that!!!!

The way even with that need to see him there’s that thing at the back of your mind in that very moment isn’t this why he did block you in the first place!!!!!

Just so you don’t see his moments or anything that he shared and wanted to keep it off you and yet there is the you in that moment!!!!!

It just feels the worst way ajeeb possible but That one strong feel in those moments it’s that one gut feeling of being drawn to a moment like that visual of living him in rains and it raining drizzling rather here too as you were listening to his niladri then to find the white shoe guy walking to living him just that need to see him in that moment!!!!!

It’s beautiful it’s madness it also feels wrong smtimes but Kya Karu samaj ni ata charlie tab!!!!

Just that helpless feeling just that one rush of missing brush of missing rather today and off you go with that feel of being drawn and just let yourself go with it.....

Even writing it now still feels wrong and maybe you need to stop doing it but also that alag talk in the inside nai karti tho would’ve missed that beauuuuty of a moment...

Love can definitely be helpless too!!

Another lil smthing you learn the more you love...!