Memories on calendar!

 Calendar dates places lilst of things bout him and the waaay they just leave you this way...

Just a touch of anything him!

Holi him asking you for a fresh towel you choose his his over sized powder blue t shirt his noisy gym wale chaddis that you still remember how they used to sound like everytime he passed by you in the gym where initially in his room wearing his chaddis you remember walking around as it was just you in his room him making sure to tell you to lock it from both the sides of room...and you just walk around reliving that memory of hearing that sound of him walking around in the gym....

It' was a beautiful new feeling to just be in his room his kapde his shower his towel.....to that place of his that evening it's like some dates on the calendar it just starts and the waaay it continued added a bit more him actually a lot more him at his place....

Lil lil things charlie bout him with him and a lil more closer a lil more him you became....

To live him there to live those moments with him there to just live that love of his looking at you in the mirror and then looking away cause he just couldn't look at you u keep asking in ishaara if he wanted you to get off or smthing and just nods away saying a no..

Only on your way back after much silence and his akele akele smiles the way he tells that moment that hour was when he did realise that feeling of how smthing as simple as touching your hair was that important and special to him that he couldn't watch stand somebody else do that.....be that close to you even be it for a haircut.....the waaay he was just talking bout the whole situation it's that feeeeeeling charlie like you knew how much he loved you but in that moment it was bout knowing realising how much he loved your details too like the lilst thing bout you the way he goes on bout it your hands your hair your finger tips your toes every lil detail bout you....

Ek ek karke the usual random moments in life was being that beautifully touched and loved by him....uske Baad koi random moment random he nai raha charlie!!!!!!

The waaaay they are just this beautifully laced with all Him...