Last nite...

 This new found vodka trial yesterday with orange juive and ayyyaaaaaa the waaaay the mind went highhhhhhh I tell you!!!!!

Gin was Midler vodka did turn out prettttyyyyy strong !!!!!

But the feeeeeels ayaaaaaaa THAT much him!!!!!!

Nites charlie the beautiful calm in the air no one around no one that would come ask you smthing there's stillness that time where you can finally just be be on your own nothing to tackle or attend to done with the work n everything and finally where you can just be.....

Also your time to feel him more like that one thung is constant through the day too but it's this time of the day where you don't have to think twice if some memory of his ekdum se puts a smile or blush on your face.....if that echo of his voice from then sudeenly gives you that goosebump if you just wanna be smiling away reliving his face from some momnte where you can just let yourself feeeeeeeeeeel him awaaaay without having to look around think or anything else!!!!!!

Last nite too mind more than half upset at your own mad self for having done smthing you shouldn't have to message him ......and you just be and the way he is there almost all through the nite there online....

It's when the mind initially high on him lands on self worth.....

Some moments nai charlie do that to you....

Was definitely your mistake to message and all the more foolish to expect a reply bhi.....

Bas pata nai kya hua last nite that feel to see him online for that long and that feeeeel in the heart one reply why did you even ask hope wish for it when you just knew.....

It's almoat now like maybe he didn't know you at all like it all feels like one dream you dreamt and still holding onto it living dreaming with it...

Was entirely your fault it's that feeling of who you are and what you are doing and you just delete him away.....that feeeling of why were you even there hits you!!!!!!

To that random finding of a sound that sounds like sitar and there you were listening every Niladri kumar track of his possible....

That beauuuuty of sounds n visuals like his video yesterday in the noon....

Some sounds visuals sort of hold you hold your hand away and move you give you feeel of the shift like you just moved got off and drifted to some moment or time....

Like it just holds you away that beauuuutifully!!!!!

And you just go with it live that experience that time with the sound...!