been decade now....
youve had this habit of going through all him every year this time around.....
last nite was tough was bad when you were sort of realizing living your actual presence in ssomeones life and realizing the distance to be kept away from the only one love of your life that you have loved the most..... and couldnt even wish him now to say the least..... after missing him for everything lil to big thing in life this too goes..... crying confused weird lost feeeling and hoping to get some sleep with his music playing and that wait to see him there to make it better for you and doesnt happen....
finally today with that first lil moment of your own khushi with those lights on you decide to make it a liil more better with losing a lil more in him...
your beautiful lil treasurechest of all Him...
chocolate wrappers his cards dried gulmohar dress tags wrapping paper his one glove chewed by the Lucky every lil of him that you go through this time around every year.....
dust them and pack them away again.....
today too as you just be locking yourself away in yoru room and taking it all out and surround yourself away with all Him......
his music playing loud just so if any knocks at the door you dont hear them and have to answer them.....
one thign after the other and this one cover sort of thing of his dad's diary that uncle had given you with that cardboard kinda cover still there as you had your diary out....
and this time you open that too and find these sheets in your handwriting....
check and it was another script of his not sure when you worked on this one too cause you did correct it for him with his handwriting on few words and more your handwriting and as you read the story it was of some director guy in love with a girl and she was soon gettig engaged cause she dint feel that love of his anymore......
and was moving on !!
and only with more interactions over the guys effort of making her realize his love for her over events does she realize she was alwasy in love with him and his love made her realize her love for her work too.....
more so there were these lines of his that goes by like he knew her better than she ever did herself be it bout herself her love for her work or her love for him too..... he knew her more than she ever did know herself....
his lines back then, decade after still the same sums up your life i say !!!!!!!!!
lil did you know back then lil did it make sense back then cause then you just were taking it to be some script that he wanted you to correct the grammar of.....
it was a brief story but these few lines just stayed with you......
whoo hota nai charlie how did you miss out on this one and how come after decade now you find it of all the days today.....
and these very lines of his not sure if it was random or to do wih you but this feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling now......
as you read it sums your life away and HOW !!!!!!!!!!
there is nobody that knows you the way he did....
lilst of things to anything at all !!!!!!!!!!!
the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he just knew you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to find these things the timing the feeeeeeeel they left you with !!!!!
BEYOND words...!
youve had this habit of going through all him every year this time around.....
last nite was tough was bad when you were sort of realizing living your actual presence in ssomeones life and realizing the distance to be kept away from the only one love of your life that you have loved the most..... and couldnt even wish him now to say the least..... after missing him for everything lil to big thing in life this too goes..... crying confused weird lost feeeling and hoping to get some sleep with his music playing and that wait to see him there to make it better for you and doesnt happen....
finally today with that first lil moment of your own khushi with those lights on you decide to make it a liil more better with losing a lil more in him...
your beautiful lil treasurechest of all Him...
chocolate wrappers his cards dried gulmohar dress tags wrapping paper his one glove chewed by the Lucky every lil of him that you go through this time around every year.....
dust them and pack them away again.....
today too as you just be locking yourself away in yoru room and taking it all out and surround yourself away with all Him......
his music playing loud just so if any knocks at the door you dont hear them and have to answer them.....
one thign after the other and this one cover sort of thing of his dad's diary that uncle had given you with that cardboard kinda cover still there as you had your diary out....
and this time you open that too and find these sheets in your handwriting....
check and it was another script of his not sure when you worked on this one too cause you did correct it for him with his handwriting on few words and more your handwriting and as you read the story it was of some director guy in love with a girl and she was soon gettig engaged cause she dint feel that love of his anymore......
and was moving on !!
and only with more interactions over the guys effort of making her realize his love for her over events does she realize she was alwasy in love with him and his love made her realize her love for her work too.....
more so there were these lines of his that goes by like he knew her better than she ever did herself be it bout herself her love for her work or her love for him too..... he knew her more than she ever did know herself....
his lines back then, decade after still the same sums up your life i say !!!!!!!!!
lil did you know back then lil did it make sense back then cause then you just were taking it to be some script that he wanted you to correct the grammar of.....
it was a brief story but these few lines just stayed with you......
whoo hota nai charlie how did you miss out on this one and how come after decade now you find it of all the days today.....
and these very lines of his not sure if it was random or to do wih you but this feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling now......
as you read it sums your life away and HOW !!!!!!!!!!
there is nobody that knows you the way he did....
lilst of things to anything at all !!!!!!!!!!!
the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he just knew you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BEYOND words...!
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