Monday 21 October 2019

Handwritten Notes...

the waaaaaaaaaaaaaay moments like these make you feel !!!!!

staright from sassy girl note under the tree to be read after years.....

finding this script of his to read those lines by him after years now......

like he in a way had it all planned ahead...

some time some year you to read it and in a way makes it better for you heals away all that pain that you felt last nite.....

it was that complete vibe of those few mins that you sit there with his music playing reading that script of his with that beauuuuuuuuuty of his voice echoing almost reading out that script to you in his way of reading scripts out.... talking to you reading out to you and you not reading it but listening to him hearing him say out the script....

those few mins and that state of mind they leave you with !!!!!!!!!

beauuuuuuuutiful calm and even with music playing you couldnt hear a sound just him talking his words those few lines making it better transforming you away and HOW......

the waaaaaaaaaaaaay right from the very start he was alwasy the only one that knew you like no other not even yourself......

how what you would say react to things what you might like what not to your details that not even your mom knew about.....

you yourself dint know of and him showing you telling you sharing with you......

and everytime he would show you smthing bout tyou that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling to just watch him show you things bout yourself - a love beyond jus the word jsut the term Love...

once done reading the script you just be legs up in the air eyes shut with his voice still echoing through you......

its the waaaaaaaaaaaaaay things like these bout him almost land you in a different world altogether....

its that beautiful high that you can feel in your mind feel all through you.....

rush through you !!!!!!!!

to that beautiful calm that follows with that mild high.....

its that need to absorb that feeeeel a lil more to jsut be with that vibe for a while longer.....

once done to the next one....

wrappers dusting all away as the dried gulmohars now sort of have these tiny insects all over and they were almost spreading away over the wrappers and other bits dusting them away keeping them away from the cards sorting bits out and this one package of teh fone he had got on yoru birthday which you after did give him back....

the box stayed with you with the gift wrapper that he had it on with....

today after years you open that box never did before all these years not sure why or how.....

and the usual different very different kind of charger from back then is when you know wow its been THAT long to this headset....

and finding that was another level of happiness i say.......

cause that meant you could now listen to his music with smthing of his too.....

only when you take it out do you realize it was the smallest headset with the shortest of chords that couldnt even come up to the fone.....

and back then he did bring some other wire to be used with his one....

plug it in somehow and the sound still that clear and that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel to just listen to his gypsy soul the first thing on it today.....

that beauuuuuuuuuuuutiful crystal clear sound.....

with that box with that headset came the memories along....

the way he actually did put in all his music back then with his hold  your hand song as the ringtone for his number on your fone and then wrapped it back for you......

his beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful waaaaaaaaaaaaays of love i say !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

like this one complete meaning different from what the world thinks love could be.....

anything to everything - Him !!!!!!!!!!!!

howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful lil big thing You were missed again like never before..............

ayyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa chummiiiiii biiiiiiiiiii naiiiiiiiiiiii phekkkkkk saktiiiiii dooorse bhiiii ab thooooooooo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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