you had your manager along there were people eating drinking playing cards you did join in for a game or two but that usual need to just get away from it all cause after a point it just is not where you belong.....
again sticking with the same no drinking out rule with yourself head outt to the balcony and just be with his music playing lil kids downstairs playing with some random lil forecraker kinda thing.....
like the start onset of this month you sure knew what would come with....
but this time you just stick with it being one of your most loved and most important month of your life - being His born day month......
the month that gave you HIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and you sort of talk your mind out almost every single day its ok its gonna be okay.....
youll get through this too !!
like after that chat that complete shift of mind and habits that you went through and are still struggling with..... this one mode state ofmind that you try to keep yourself on track.....
we'll just go with it being His birthday month.....
and this year that much more special as diwali this year falls on the 27th the life changing and you changing date of your life...
and yet it will be with His birthday thing going for you !!!!!!!!!
also another massive change would be for you to just be with all of you on the inside screaming away on the inside wishing him away......
another change.....
sooooooo yahhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!
with everything around looking that much more festive that much more diwali its like you were feeling him all the more even when you were away from it all and just by yourself listening to his music looking out with those on n off drizzles.... getting colder just that whole vibe for few hours......
like the first thing once home was ot try the new wine that your mom got like you actually had to sit yourself down proper proper in your room cause you couldnt take those fewest of steps from ur place to your room as got the worst cold where you couldnt feel your nose anymore.....
there is that beauty charlie its like theres everyone around living life and you are in your own lil world in your mind...... happiest !!
like your own company and yet feeling him the most with you...
like you look around see the trees move feel the breeze on your face look at those kids playing his music playing and then turn around look at those bunch of people on the couch on the floor playing some flirting its too much crowd and makes you wanna turn back again and get lost in your own world some more.....
the place where you belong the most, the place where you feel the most you at...
again sticking with the same no drinking out rule with yourself head outt to the balcony and just be with his music playing lil kids downstairs playing with some random lil forecraker kinda thing.....
like the start onset of this month you sure knew what would come with....
but this time you just stick with it being one of your most loved and most important month of your life - being His born day month......
the month that gave you HIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and you sort of talk your mind out almost every single day its ok its gonna be okay.....
youll get through this too !!
like after that chat that complete shift of mind and habits that you went through and are still struggling with..... this one mode state ofmind that you try to keep yourself on track.....
we'll just go with it being His birthday month.....
and this year that much more special as diwali this year falls on the 27th the life changing and you changing date of your life...
and yet it will be with His birthday thing going for you !!!!!!!!!
also another massive change would be for you to just be with all of you on the inside screaming away on the inside wishing him away......
another change.....
sooooooo yahhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!
with everything around looking that much more festive that much more diwali its like you were feeling him all the more even when you were away from it all and just by yourself listening to his music looking out with those on n off drizzles.... getting colder just that whole vibe for few hours......
like the first thing once home was ot try the new wine that your mom got like you actually had to sit yourself down proper proper in your room cause you couldnt take those fewest of steps from ur place to your room as got the worst cold where you couldnt feel your nose anymore.....
there is that beauty charlie its like theres everyone around living life and you are in your own lil world in your mind...... happiest !!
like your own company and yet feeling him the most with you...
like you look around see the trees move feel the breeze on your face look at those kids playing his music playing and then turn around look at those bunch of people on the couch on the floor playing some flirting its too much crowd and makes you wanna turn back again and get lost in your own world some more.....
the place where you belong the most, the place where you feel the most you at...
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