TO be proud of being in love....

its not smthing that you look down upon or smthing that you think is madness.....

cause thats smthing that keeps you the most sane...

its smthing that sort of binds you together.....

literally keeps you sane.... apart from t hose occassional moments of stumbling upon on some of his songs and then reliving tat beauty of his closeness that sort of awakens and then troubles all of you where you struggle to get that sanity back in you......

apart from those ocassional moments of heights of missing, this love keeps you sane and complete....

its smthing you are proud to be in love with.....

exactly why his presence distant presence sort of did humiliate you like you know make you feel worst bout yoruself wondering why you werent good enough young enough everyhting that he wanted enough for him to be with you.....

that no longer troubles or distorts your mind anymore....

like its this calm thats filled with pride for having found him in your life lived him loved him like just happy that it was him......

just happy that Him happened in your life...!