last few days this news about rains in bombay again and you keep checking and then avoiding and then checking again....
only today that news of bad floods and still rains heavy finally disturbs you again....
only this time you had to keep it to yourself and that struggle..... with that state of mind after the dream and then the news on tv that your mom was watching as you were just bout to leave for work....
and you stay back watching the news and skip the work today.... stay home almost noon and your mom talks bout going shopping for a few things....
put back the news app that you deleted and update the location of news to check....
every few mins the video posts bout the floods in bombay and that feeeeeeeeeeeeling..... everytime your fone tings with that news update....
up the volume of his music and look up with that one smthing wish it was hope it was pray it was no sure but that one feeeeeeeeling - to take care of him......
hoping he is fine.....
and that very sec it starts to rain ekdum seeee that bad !!!!!!!!!
whoo hota nai charlie eldum movie wala sceene upar dekha and whoo some upar wale ne wish poori kardi fataaak se hero ki bas same to same just that meere case mein uneee bilkul nai suntaa bas aaj that feeeeeeling was there.....
strange mad but that sense of beauty of that moment....
put the windows down and just live the rains on the face with that feeeeeeeeeeeeel of him still on your mind rushing through you by then.....
but there was that strange sense of he is fine ekdum seee like from that weird struggle restlessness ekdumm see with the rains there was that sense of calm inside.....
and before you know it was at some jewellery store....
and you ask your mom what it was bout and she talks bout buying smthing for you as she has been trying to but you dont end up picking gold....
and this time as it was festival she wanted to !!
abbb kyaaaaaa samjhaana !!!!!!
take it to be another change that you flow with.....
once there she looks for earrings chains and you look over at the rings on the side....
and this one tiny beautiful ring on one corner and at the same section your mom likes another for you....
asks the guy to bring one and you ask the guy to bring that one that had caught your attention.....
and as places both the rings calls your liked ring as the wave design ring.... only when you see it from close it was C ring...
it had that beuatiful lil C over it and to them it was more like the waves of the ocean....
and that feeeeeeeeeeling again both same nai....
both dont stay only !!!!!
put it on your finger and it was that perfect fit and the sec you see it that one lil khushiii rushing through you.... ever since having cut the tree charm off your wrist that weird feeeeeling inside like you donnoo what it is but that weird strange feeeeling inside.... and the tan line on the wrist only making itmore worse.... the sec you put the C ring on that one lil khsuhi and obvsly evident enough on your face your mom asking you to try the other wider ring holding your hand and putting the ring on the left ahnd and you pull it back and instead puts it on the right hand and you still lost in that C on your ring..... mom talking smthing bout the other ring that she liked and you that lost in the C !!!!!!
it was that beauuuuuutiful flow of moments charlie....
from living the rains just when you were feeeling that restless thinking bout him and his safety hoping he is fine and that very sec the waaaaay it starts to rain.... again logic says its monsoon man but all of you takes it to be that one moment that you needed that bad to calm yourself.....
to that moment of finding that one beautiful lil C that now is with you !!!!!!
finding that one lilst moment today again could be a random moment but after a start like today anything him even lilst bhiiii meant the world to you !!!!!!!!!!!!!
even a sec of Him today felt like pooori duniya mil gayiii !!!!!!
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