Evr since decide on not writing him anymore just so you get a hold on your mind on your feels cause what's the point is lately the feel....it's this sudden wave of ocean like hge waves of misseeeing that you are hit with after writing him out and after the recent block that one feeelbof how bad he really wanted to put you away and off him it just sort of took away everything every lil hope of someday.....sudden feel of not being able to see him meet him live him for real touch hold nothing and yet living all thus missing away self induced thing didn't really make sense......
The other day when your mom ßits down to watch some movie for late as you work in the other room on designs and stuff with manager just before going to bed she tells you to watch this movie......the way she says it that one look in the eye with tears in her eyes makes you feel ajeeb like somehow you already knew what topic it might be.....it was sitaram one!!!!
It was a late night at work the next day with the strike of the Army of the red as he used to call it as you stay back home....finally sit down to watch it first thing and right from the start that vibe to that scene of head banging that you shared with him the way it just filled you away with THAT much him.....all those times of initial closeness with him as you go close to hit your head aga8un and the waaaaaaay he would move a lil more away wanting you to come closer with that constant looking you in the eye as he did that......that feeeeeeeel some scenes even as you write and relive him from those exact moments this THIS one feeeeeel!!!!!!!
YOU were missed razaaakh miyaaa and how in this very moment!!!!!!
To the way the movie ends or moves with that wait of her to see the lead again!!!!!
Something's you just don't wanna write out !!!!
What really makes you love someone that way beyond time...
What really makes you wanna hold onto the love even in absence beyond the presence beyond time and distance!!!!!
Sooooo yaaaahhhh!!!!!!
Usually now watching movies or this new one as walking dead just wasnt you and this one loving everything bout it except for the story cause it somehow f3els like a drag power of the rings!!!!
Visuals costumes are something that mostly has you hooked it also somehow makes you wonder what a human mind can imagine can create can come up with an outcome like that one......like to visually imagine and come out with a beauty as this one just blows your mind away!!!!!
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