Feeeels!!!!!

Some feeeels nai when you've longed yearned for it for waaaay tooo long for a moment for a feel for a presence andbthen when you even live it in a dream that felt that real it just overfills you with something that sort of makes all that yearning longing a lil better...like you were almost there filling it up away!!

Almost, pretty much...!

It's that feeeeel like every single person that gets to live him for real pass him by corss paths with him maybe also why when the hiroshima factor you see on his story months back hits you that bad cause even she got to live him for real like even she did it wasn't even that much about meeting and stuff its just that feeeeeling of having lived a misseeeing for that long a search of that many years and then you see him at his place of all 0paces at versova it just hit you on another level only!!!!!!!

Trying very very really hard to get a hold on all these feels to accept the reality the way it is now but moments like these charlie nai sort of diminish away that fine line between dreams and reality...and leaves you happy confused as to what sense do you even  make out of it......

To the waking up this morning and landing in his arms just that feeeeel of him touching your ear away with his lip whispering away something that prolly was after a decade almost shakes you up wake up......head to the window just be lvijgntye beauty of the most fav hour of the morning sky with that feeeel the waaaays it still brings him along at that very hour...

Go back to sleep skip workout for the day cause of an early meet and right at the breakfast about to skip it ajd your mom mentions as you are bout to get off aree Singh tho khaale and that one immediate reaction your face reacts and she doesn't get it just watches why you were smiling away take the whole thing with oh I love singh smile couldn't help it lift with random people smile still intact studio pe smile still there cause in your head the second you hear Singh tho khaalee that one visual of him loking all sexy throufb the smoke visual fataaaak se pops up.....mind i tell you ways and places it can take the flight off and away to and HOW!!!!!!