Heart Somersaults!!

 When your heart literaaaalllllyyyy is somersaulting awaaay and HOW!!!!!!

It’s that thing charlie when you hit that point of how all the love feels pointless when you miss him away like THIS and off late you quit writing only cause it only adds that gheee to the rush of missing already!!!!! And it all feels pointless cause with memory trips that misseeeing where you can’t see him for real can’t live him for real can’t touch him hold him chummi him most of all can’t live him for real can’t meet it’s this sudden feel of pointless that hits!!!!!

And then a day a Youday like THIS ONE happens!!!!!!

Ayyyyaaaaaaaaaaa that ONE sessskyyyyyyyy of a fellow and no wonder this LOVE for the scent of the cigarettes cause the waaaaay waaaaays it brings him along is beyoooond words and logics!!!!!

Picture of his and there you goes your heart all of you on the inside somersaulting away with that constant calm smile on the outside struggling to hide away this rush RUSH rushing on the inside….

Cause said it before can say a zillion times over there is no other face presence in the world face and evrythung of this planet that gives you these feeeeeeels the way just that one face does that one presence does!!!!!!!

You were missed and how you gorgeouuusssss lil big adooooorale thing and like always if only you had the slightest of idea!!!!!!!!