the aftermath of watching this one film was smhing !!!!!!!!
THAT much him rushing through you like right from the very first start and this one track from the film again you dont get the complete meaning of it but that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him with the song !!!!!!!!!
this happens with some telgu songs even when you dont get the meaning of the complete song apart from the few things of even if the time changes my love for you wont or smthing like that and that one sense of longing with the song....
play it on and get on with reading the book again your way of trying struggling to get a hold on your mind cause by the end of the movie all those first time moments to landing back here today sort of had your mind all lost....
its this sudden one thing that keeps tinging now - what was all this even bout !!!!!!!!
like you reach the end of some road and then realize why it had you walking all this while taking that road only to reach that one to nowhere end of the road...
still wondering what the walk what the road was even bout !!
soooo yah back with reading with a still him high and yet lost state of mind.....
dint know when you slept and this one sound and movememnt on the bed and that need to sniff away and there he was !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that close to you that you could that strongly smell that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of his presence.....
open your eyes and him right there a lil away in a olive green shirt with again buttons more open than close and that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of his lush daaadi addding that extraa beauty to him.....
and the waaaaaaaaaay he just smileeeeees that smile and that rush in you as with that one smile of his came that magic of his stare and that sudden echo of his words forget us please..... and you try to move back and he comes a lil closer only smiling more and you move a lil more away and the way he tries to hold your face and you move your face awaay and move a lil more and yet again zabardasti see holds your face and you tell him trying move your face bhooljaaa leave me bolana tuu.... and you try to nod and keep moving back and this one time you were on the edge of the bed and just bout to fall off and he holds you pooora this time by your waist and pulls you closer and just chummiss away your nose jsut like back then he used to.... and stays again like always....
just stays still chummying your nose away and the waaaaaay it just holds all of you away no moving no sound no talk nothing.... just that one feeeeeeel touch of his presence.... and for a sec tha one chuckle of his saying abhii aankh bandh rakti karely.... and one word him calling you by his name the waaaaaaay it moves you and makes you open your eyes...
and again there was no him.....
the first thing even before smelling checking for his presence that need to touch your nose and this thing how what or why you can never make sense - absolute madness !!!!!!
your nose a lil wet not just the tip of your nose but all of your nose again exactly like he used to chummi all of your nose....
to that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuty of his smell in the air still.....
get off and just be in your place watching the sun rise and realize it was that same golden hour having felt lived his presence the way he again did come at that very hour he used to come see you back then....
and of all the days yesterday or today morning cause again you missed him like never before...
there was you still complaining bout what he said and there was him answering it away with his love even be it in the dream for the moment.....
again left you with that space between your nose and the actual chummi just like the first time.... when the cement truck comves over and you waiting for that first chummi of your life !!!!!!
only to watch him that adoooooooooooooooooooooorably chuckling away at you and your position of lips out waiting for your chummi and then in ishaaraa shows you the cement truck behind and then nods away as you shy away saying timing nai....
someeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee moments some VISUALS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like it was just yesterday or maybe even just today !!!!!!!!!!!!
his expression him nodding away that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully and showing you the truck in ishaara !!!!!!!
whereeeeeeeeeee to whereeeeeeee oonly !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THAT much him rushing through you like right from the very first start and this one track from the film again you dont get the complete meaning of it but that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him with the song !!!!!!!!!
this happens with some telgu songs even when you dont get the meaning of the complete song apart from the few things of even if the time changes my love for you wont or smthing like that and that one sense of longing with the song....
play it on and get on with reading the book again your way of trying struggling to get a hold on your mind cause by the end of the movie all those first time moments to landing back here today sort of had your mind all lost....
its this sudden one thing that keeps tinging now - what was all this even bout !!!!!!!!
like you reach the end of some road and then realize why it had you walking all this while taking that road only to reach that one to nowhere end of the road...
still wondering what the walk what the road was even bout !!
soooo yah back with reading with a still him high and yet lost state of mind.....
dint know when you slept and this one sound and movememnt on the bed and that need to sniff away and there he was !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that close to you that you could that strongly smell that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of his presence.....
open your eyes and him right there a lil away in a olive green shirt with again buttons more open than close and that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of his lush daaadi addding that extraa beauty to him.....
and the waaaaaaaaaay he just smileeeeees that smile and that rush in you as with that one smile of his came that magic of his stare and that sudden echo of his words forget us please..... and you try to move back and he comes a lil closer only smiling more and you move a lil more away and the way he tries to hold your face and you move your face awaay and move a lil more and yet again zabardasti see holds your face and you tell him trying move your face bhooljaaa leave me bolana tuu.... and you try to nod and keep moving back and this one time you were on the edge of the bed and just bout to fall off and he holds you pooora this time by your waist and pulls you closer and just chummiss away your nose jsut like back then he used to.... and stays again like always....
just stays still chummying your nose away and the waaaaaay it just holds all of you away no moving no sound no talk nothing.... just that one feeeeeeel touch of his presence.... and for a sec tha one chuckle of his saying abhii aankh bandh rakti karely.... and one word him calling you by his name the waaaaaaay it moves you and makes you open your eyes...
and again there was no him.....
the first thing even before smelling checking for his presence that need to touch your nose and this thing how what or why you can never make sense - absolute madness !!!!!!
your nose a lil wet not just the tip of your nose but all of your nose again exactly like he used to chummi all of your nose....
to that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuty of his smell in the air still.....
get off and just be in your place watching the sun rise and realize it was that same golden hour having felt lived his presence the way he again did come at that very hour he used to come see you back then....
and of all the days yesterday or today morning cause again you missed him like never before...
there was you still complaining bout what he said and there was him answering it away with his love even be it in the dream for the moment.....
again left you with that space between your nose and the actual chummi just like the first time.... when the cement truck comves over and you waiting for that first chummi of your life !!!!!!
only to watch him that adoooooooooooooooooooooorably chuckling away at you and your position of lips out waiting for your chummi and then in ishaaraa shows you the cement truck behind and then nods away as you shy away saying timing nai....
someeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee moments some VISUALS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like it was just yesterday or maybe even just today !!!!!!!!!!!!
his expression him nodding away that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully and showing you the truck in ishaara !!!!!!!
whereeeeeeeeeee to whereeeeeeee oonly !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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