there are facts there are things happening for real him telling you something asking you to get over and move on and then there is this one world of Him that you live breathe the sec you shut your eyes.....
off late been avoiding writing any of it cause you feel madder than befre everytime you write out a dream and still writing the way the words feel like happening for real and not in the dream sense of scenario and like happening for real real kinda thing...
to the other reason being when you know what the reality is for real and yet there is that need that smthing wordless smthing to feel the dream world of his to be more real than actual real....
like to you that still is your only reality that you live breathe and life with...
this one movie like the songs been popping up and this one song that you loved the most cause it had those Him feels to it.... like you dotn get the complete meaning again being a telgu one but just that him vibes to the song and it becomes your most loved one...
this one too had that same him vibes to it and yet you dont really watch telgu films but just yesterday this one scene from the film one of your random friend puts up on her whatsapp story and that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel it leaves you with like there was most of you not wanting to see it and majority mostest of you still that bad wanting to see it.....
and you finally give in last nite and watch it here online.....
movies have this thing again like he used to say it as that extension of reality !!
and this one movie not the story and everything but those lil instances and that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just him like you were that fullllllll of HIM by the time you were done watching it !!!!!!!!!
like it was just Him through n through !!!!!!!!!!1
to the dream later and that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling like always the waaaaaaaaaay he spends those moments in the dream with you as if though answering away your mind and thoughts that you that strongly felt on that very specific day....
like he is just there to answer them away and clear your mind out !!!!!!!!
even asyou write this now here goes the difference between reality and dreams...
exactly why you refrain from writing away your dreams knowwwwwwwwwwwwing just knowing !!!!!!!
be it the writing process and the way with every word the misseeeeeing gets madder and the aftermath of it to another level only.....
and yet as pointless as it now feels more than ever in your life still this need to write this one out...
cause it again this beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully connected to what all you felt through the film......
off late been avoiding writing any of it cause you feel madder than befre everytime you write out a dream and still writing the way the words feel like happening for real and not in the dream sense of scenario and like happening for real real kinda thing...
to the other reason being when you know what the reality is for real and yet there is that need that smthing wordless smthing to feel the dream world of his to be more real than actual real....
like to you that still is your only reality that you live breathe and life with...
this one movie like the songs been popping up and this one song that you loved the most cause it had those Him feels to it.... like you dotn get the complete meaning again being a telgu one but just that him vibes to the song and it becomes your most loved one...
this one too had that same him vibes to it and yet you dont really watch telgu films but just yesterday this one scene from the film one of your random friend puts up on her whatsapp story and that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel it leaves you with like there was most of you not wanting to see it and majority mostest of you still that bad wanting to see it.....
and you finally give in last nite and watch it here online.....
movies have this thing again like he used to say it as that extension of reality !!
and this one movie not the story and everything but those lil instances and that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just him like you were that fullllllll of HIM by the time you were done watching it !!!!!!!!!
like it was just Him through n through !!!!!!!!!!1
to the dream later and that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling like always the waaaaaaaaaay he spends those moments in the dream with you as if though answering away your mind and thoughts that you that strongly felt on that very specific day....
like he is just there to answer them away and clear your mind out !!!!!!!!
even asyou write this now here goes the difference between reality and dreams...
exactly why you refrain from writing away your dreams knowwwwwwwwwwwwing just knowing !!!!!!!
be it the writing process and the way with every word the misseeeeeing gets madder and the aftermath of it to another level only.....
and yet as pointless as it now feels more than ever in your life still this need to write this one out...
cause it again this beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully connected to what all you felt through the film......
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